Different Sides to Every Story (Sanders sides)

Deceit

Deception's POV

I walked into the club Eden was telling me about. It was empty. Perfect. I made my way up to the stage and imagined myself a guitar. I changed my outfit to a dark blue skater dress. I sat down on the stool before starting to strum.

"I'm happy for you
I'm smiling for you
I'd do anything
For you for you

It's always for you
And never for me
I need it to stop
So let me tell you, please

I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
But I can't tell you
That I'm breaking slowly" I sang softly. Deceit and I have been too busy to hang out and It's just made me feel really alone. I talked to Eden and she suggested a way to blow off some steam. I wanted to tell him so bad, but I just feel like I would get in the way.

"Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease

I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but,
My feelings are fatal
(My feelings are fatal)

How many times
Must I keep it inside
I need to let go
And I swear that I've tried" I sang as my vision blurred from the tears in my eyes. I sniffled before continuing to play.

"But opening up
Means trusting others
And that's just too much
I don't want to bother

So I'll keep it inside
And bury it deep
I know it's not healthy
But you won't hear a peep

Though I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
I could never tell you
That I'm breaking slowly

Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease

I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but
My feelings are fatal
My feelings are fatal
My feelings are fatal" I finished covering my mouth and letting my tears fall. I just felt so... alone. More alone than I normally feel. I felt a hand on my shoulder and snapped up to see who it was. It was Deceit.

"De? What are you doing here? I thought you were busy?" I asked turning around.

"I realized how much I've been neglecting us and I wanted to come and apologize to you." He explained. He had dark blue rose's in his hand.

"These are beautiful, but It's alright. I'd know I would just get in the way" I responded taking the flowers and standing up starting to walk about. He grabbed my wrist.

"No, it's not okay. I made you cry, Deception, and I want to make things right" He told me gently letting go my wrist. I faced him.

"Seriously, De. It's fine. I'm fine-" He cut me off.

"No, you're not. I can tell that you're not. You picked that song for a reason, dear. I want to promise you that I will spend more time with you, okay? I know I messed up and I need to make things right" He told me sincerely, grabbing both of my hands. I looked up at him and sniffled.

"Okay, De" I croaked out. He rested a hand on the side of my face wiping the tears away.

"Go sit down, okay? I have a surprise" He told me kissing my forehead. I nodded and sat down at one of the tables.

"Come on out guys" He called out making me confused. Remus and Eden came out. Eden was holding an electric guitar and Remus sat down at the drums. I gasped.

"We go together
Better than birds of a feather, you and me
We change the weather, yeah
I'm feeling heat in December when you're 'round me

I've been dancing on top of cars and stumbling out of bars
I follow you through the dark, can't get enough
You're the medicine and the pain, the tattoo inside my brain
And, baby, you know it's obvious