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Zach - Affair

*zach pov*

Around two years ago I married my now wife y/n. God she is beautiful and I love her more then anything. But I did the most idiotic thing in my life... I cheated.

I don't know what had gotten into me, y/n shows me love, she cares about me she does everything in order to make me happy. Maybe it was because the girl i met was different from y/n. She was wild where as y/n was soft and sweet.

I've was hiding it from her for 3 months and it was tearing me apart. I wanted to stop but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. Every night I come home late I would make sure to cancel all tracks of my mistress. But every time I come home and see y/n laying there sleeping in our bed so peaceful I would break down.

I curse myself out for how stupid I am to do this to the love of my life. I love y/n more then anything in the world. I'll come home from work and see her beautiful and innocent smile, she asked how my day was and if I needed anything. How could I do this to her.

I stopped my affair with the woman and told y/n everything. That was 2 weeks ago.

*2 weeks ago*

"Y/n, baby I need to tell you something" I say looking into her gorgeous eyes.

"Of course! Anything honey" she said grabbing my hand across the table. My heart shattered

I told her everything, from when it started to when it ended. I didn't dare look up at her. But when I did I regretted it. The broken expression on her face made me want to rewind time in a heartbeat. How could I do this to my angle. But she just sat there, she didn't yell, she didn't cry, she didn't throw a fit, just sat there.

"Baby I'm so sorry, I understand if you want to file a divorce, you can kick me out right now I understand but baby know that I love you more then anything" I say now crying.

"Promise you won't do it again" she said looking at me. I looked at her shocked. What?!

"What?" I asked astonished

"Promise me you will never do it again" she said as cries started to silently leave her mouth. I looked at her in shock

"Of course baby, I'll never ever even look at another woman." I said quickly grabbing her hand.

"Then it's okay, I promise to be better for you, I'll try as hard as I can." She said getting up kissing me on the cheek and walking into our bedroom only to hear faint sobs as she cried herself to sleep.

*now*

That's when it hit me. Everything was my fault but because she loved me she blamed herself for my actions. I tried everything I could to make it up to her.  To love her unconditionally but it just wasn't the same.

She doesn't know but I hear her every night crying herself to sleep. Cursing herself out asking why she wasn't enough. I hear her blame herself for my selfish actions.

I scarred her for life.