Rules // Bang Chan x Reader ♡

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Ladies and gentlemen we regret to inform you that the flight 34243B has been delayed.

Y/N looked down at her boarding pass. Shit. It was her flight. Although she felt relieved, she wanted to go home as soon as possible. Well, not home. That wasn't her home. But delaying her flight was going to make the pain in her chest more intense. She just wanted to leave and forget that all of this happened.

Happiness exists after all.

She thought about how she never felt that feeling before she came here. Y/n would just hear that word on TV and wonder how would it feel. Her mom made her happy but she passed away not long ago. Her father, though, had always been an abuser. He treated her mom like shit and that's why she couldn't feel happiness. Even if she wanted to keep every single memory and feeling, she thought that forgetting them was better for her. She  would eventually accept that happiness is just a word, that it doesn't really have sense and that she will never feel it.

The phone rang and y/n jumped. She was too focused on her own thoughts that even the phone scared her. Well, just thinking that it could be her dad gave her chills. She prayed it wasn't him and turned her phone slowly, too scared to look at the screen.

haruto <3 is calling...

Oh no. No. No. What would she tell him? He didn't know she was leaving and y/n didn't want to tell him, not yet. She felt awful. Haruto was so kind to her and she just used him. She thought about ignoring the call, but she knew Haruto would get worried and call Sian, maybe Chris, and that would definitely make things worse.

She picked up but words weren't leaving her mouth.

- "We got him, we got Haruto. Give us a thousand dollars or he dies."- Y/n heard a deep voice coming through the phone and she froze.

What?

-"What?"- Her voice shook. A laugh followed.

-"Y/n, it's a joke. You were actually scared, huh? Well, save that fear for tonight's movie night. We chose horror films, remember?"- The girl looked at the screen again. Haruto? M-movie night?

Oh my gosh. The movie night. She completely forgot about it. Y/n promised her friend that they would watch movies together as a reward for kissing her. She owed him this. Haruto told her that she would kiss her only if they had an actual date watching movies at his house.

-"Haruto, I can't. I am with Sian. An emergency, you know."-She improvised an excuse. The girl was sick of lies but she didn't want to hurt any of her friends.

-"An emergency, huh? Choosing a prom dress?"- Haruto laughed and y/n forced a laugh too.

-"Mhm, yeah. Bye, Haruto." -She hung up before he could say anything. Y/n looked at the airport screen once again. No new information about her flight.

Fuck.

Meanwhile, Sian walked through y/n's room. She was feeling guilty for doing something so terrible to her best friend. But she had to. Y/n's father forced her to do it. He would hurt her otherwise, and Sian just wanted to protect her friend. It's true that she liked Chris. It's true that she was jealous of her friend, but she would've never do that. She just wanted to protect her.

Sian looked down to find a picture. She took it from the floor and looked at it. It was a beautiful picture of Seoul and there was a quote written above it. Her quote. The one she wrote to y/n the first day she spent in Seoul.

Sian's phone rang. Haruto?

-"Hi?"-Sian picked up. Why was he calling?

I mean, they were classmates after all but she never expected a call from him. They didn't even talk that much.

They met at jyp's audition and Sian thought he would make it into the company. He was incredibly talented but apparently he didn't. She saw him everyday in class but he never looked that happy anymore.

-"Hi, Sian. It's Haruto. I called y/n and she told me that she was with you. She is not picking up the phone now, could I please talk to her through yours?" - Sian frowned. Why would y/n say that?

Sian's world fell apart. She could've tried harder but she didn't. She sent her best friend to hell without even realizing it.

-"Haruto, I'm picking you up. Be ready in five."- There was still time enough to fix this shit, and she would.

-"Wha-" -Sian hung up before he could finish.

The girl packed a few things in her backpack, she was ready to go. She took y/n's polaroid and sighed.

-"Let's fix this."- She looked through the window once again.

If y/n's dad found out about this, he would probably hurt her. But she didn't  care. Y/n  was her best friend and all she did was treat her like shit these past days. Her friend was just running away from her past here and instead she watched her friend slowly turning into a stranger. Childhood memories ran around her head as she drove, exceeding the speed limit.

She stopped the car in front of Haruto's house. The boy got in the car.

-"Where are we going?"- He asked.

-"Shut up and fasten your seat belt."- She didn't wait until he did so but instead she drove.

Haruto didn't ask questions. He warned Sian about the speed limit a few times but the girl ignored him.

Sian drove for twenty minutes, feeling absolutely anxious.

-"T-the jyp b-building?"- Haruto was confused, why were they here? Where was y/n?

-"Shut up and follow me."- Sian closed the door of her car and ran to the bulding's door.

They went through the corridors. Finally, there were there.

The girl knocked the door.

Chris opened. His eyes were red and swollen. Sian couldn't tell if he had been crying or he was just tired and sleepy. One way or another, she needed him. Y/n needed him.

-"What are you doing here? I don't want to see you." - Chan closed the door. He didn't want to see Haruto. He didn't want to see anyone right now. He had to admit that the pain he was going through was helping him to write music, yet he would change the song he was making just to see y/n one last time.

-"Chris. It's about y/n. I fucked up. Everything was fake. The kiss was fake. She just wanted to hide that she is leaving. She is leaving right now, her father made her do it, and I, I helped him. Please, she needs you. She loves you." - Sian wanted to cry. She was desperate. Haruto understood everything then.

The door opened. Chris nodded.

At the airport, though, the passengers were about to board.

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