Rules // Bang Chan x Reader ♡

XX.

I feel his hands on my hips as he pulls me closer to his chest. It is insane how things changed in a few minutes. I was the one in control here but he took the wheel and now I can't stop him. I don't want to stop him.
I pull away from the kiss and look at him. His dark eyes are staring at me and I look down, unable to keep eye contact.He takes my chin and forces me to look at him. My eyes meet his and again, I feel weak.

-"We shouldn't be doing this. At least not here."- I try to control my voice but it shakes and he smirks.

-"So are you implying that you want to continue with this inside your house?"- He raises his eyebrows repeatedly and I blush as usual.

-"N-no. I was just saying that-" -He places one of his fingers in my mouth and I shut up.
Without saying a word, he walks towards my apartment. I stay still, still trying to process what happened.
I think i'll never get over the feeling that his lips provide me. The wild feeling of safety. The warm feeling of passion. I feel free. I feel like a whole new person. I feel like there's something about his lips that heals me and completes the missing part of me.

-"Y/n."- His deep voice interrupts my thoughts and I nod. I hate this. This is the fourth time he caughts me daydreaming about him. He knows the way his words affect me and he uses them against me. And I somehow love it.
I open my bag and start looking for my keys. Once I find them they fall out of my hands. Both Chris and I pick them up at the same time and he notices my shaky hands.

-"Someone's nervous."- He giggles and my heart skips a beat, the tension between us growing bigger everytime.

I don't even know why but I can't control my body. I don't know if its because of the man I saw earlier or my father. Well, I do know. It is because of Chris but I still don't want to accept it. I don't want to admit that he has such control over me and my body. I hate to admit it but he's the beginning of all my feelings, and the source of them.
The distance between us gets smaller on the ellevator and I feel small. The fact that he is still looking at me isn't helping.
As we get out of it, we both hear some kind of music.
Wait, a party?
I open the door to my apartment. The lights are down and the music is loud. There are cups everywhere and the house is full of people, most of them drunk.
Yes, it is a party.
-"What the..."

-"Fuck."- Sian is on the couch making out with some random boy. As soon as she sees me, her eyes open wide. "What are you doing here?"

-"I left Jae's party. I just wanted to have some rest so I came here. My house, you know." - I try to keep a low tone but the music is too loud for Sian to hear me.

-"Rest...?" -She looks behind me. Chris is leaning on the wall, he doesn't seem surprised. Sian, on the other hand, smirks. "Right. Rest... I see." - She looks at me, winks and I roll my eyes.

-"Can you tell me what's going on here?" - I frown and Sian nods.

-"Minho!"- She calls his name. The young boy I met at Chris' apartment is holding a cup and talking to a blonde girl. He hears Sian calling him and says goodbye to her.

-"What can I offer you, ladies?"- He raises his eyebrows and I look at him, shocked.
We met before but I still find him intimidating. His cold gaze fits perfectly with his warm lips. His earrings make his jawline look sharper than usual and his hair falls down to his eyes, almost covering them.

-"Are we going or not?"- Chris suddenly whispers in my ear and I jump a little.
Sian, Minho, Chris and I go out. The music getting quieter as we leave the house.

-"You still didn't explain." -I look at Sian and she sighs.

-"Minho."- She sits down and lights a cigarette.
The young boy nods.
-"Well. Basically, we found out that there's some kind of mafia going on here, and the leader is someone from JYP. That someone was at Jae's party and Hyunjin found out. We had to move the party here because it was too risky." - He raises his shoulders, not knowing what else to say.
I stand still. I don't know how to react.
I look at Chris and he is almost as shocked as me.

Does that mean that the man at the party was part of a mafia? Is my father part of it? Why do they want me?

So many questions start going around my head and I suddenly feel dizzy. I place my hand of Chris' shoulder.

-"This is a fucking movie. This can't be happening."- I curse under my breath as he checks on me. I look at him, letting him know I am okay.

I sit down next to Sian. For one moment, the idea of taking her cigarette out of her hand and start smoking it seems like the only thing left to do. I am so tired of all of this. I am so tired of my happiness being ruined.
-"So, let me get something straight." - I stay silent for a few seconds and they are all looking at me, waiting for me to say something.

-"Are you telling me that there's a dangerous man going around and all you could think of was moving the party? Are you fucking serious?" - I stand up and look Minho, whose eyes are wide open. My sudden reaction caught them both off guard. " Don't you realise how dangerous this whole thing is? What if they followed you? They now know my house, our house, Sian." -She seems to realise what she has done and she looks down, embarrassed.
"I can't stand you guys. Go on, enjoy your party. I'll be here actually caring about something." - A big silence takes over our conversation, only broken by the sound of cars passing by. "I'm leaving."

I walk out. leaving my friends behind. Only Chris follows me but he doesn't say a word.
We walk down the street and the feeling of embarrassment takes over me.
-"I'm sorry for what I did. I was just too mad."- I break the silence, apologising to the boys whose lips calmed me before. And whose lips I need the most now.

-"That's okay. You can get mad at me like that anytime you'd like."- I giggle and playfully hit him. He always knows what to say to make me feel better.
The streets seem darker now that I know that someone is looking for me. But I somehow feel safer now that I'm with him.
And then it hits me. The feeling goes away and it's replaced by insecurity.
-"Chris." - He nods, letting me know he is listening.

"If you were the leader of the mafia, you would've told me, right?."

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wtf hi. i'm really sorry for taking so long to update, student life can be hard sometimes.
but anyway i hope you guys liked this chapter! it's a little bit chaotic but i promise everything will get better soon.
i hope this made u at least a little bit happy, i know you guys must be sad right now because of the news of woojin leaving.
but please stay safe and happy and remember i'm here for you if you need to talk about ANYTHING. we're a family!

sending hugs to all my stays. let's get through this together. i love you.

until next time,

marina xx