Chapter 32

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I opened up my eyes, blinking a couple times in order to get my vision back to normal. I then sat up and stretched my arms in the air before letting out a yawn. I trudged myself towards the bathroom to quickly brush my teeth and to get ready for the day that is ahead of me. I took one good look in the mirror and instantly cringed at the sight. My eyes were bloodshot and my cheeks had stained watermarks on them from my constant crying last night. I couldn't deal with the fact that Harry was mad at me and that we haven't spoken a word in four days. It was hurting and I didn't know what to do. He was the one who would heal me, the one who would make me feel better, but when he is the one making me feel bad, who do I go to? Crystal? No, she just gets mad at me. Liam? We just get into arguments. Louis? He is aggravated with me. Niall? He helps a lot, but I feel too needy venting to him. Zayn? He has his own problems to worry about and I feel bad complaining to him about mine. My insides were crumbling all because of one tiny fight. The thing that hurts the most is that I don't even know what I did wrong.

"Faith?" I heard a knock on the bathroom door. I turned my head to see Lou peaking hers in with a smile. "Hey, how are you feeling?" I smiled back, but it was forced.

"I'm alright, thanks." She nodded and stepped fully into the bathroom.

"Good, good." She let out a sigh and looked around as I stood there, confused as to why she was here.

"Um," I bit my lip. "I don't mean to be rude, but did you need something?" She smiled again.

"I just wanted to make sure you were okay," She paused. "My room is right next door and I could hear you crying all night." I frowned and looked down at my feet as my cheeks turned red in embarrassment.

"Oh," I looked back up at her. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to keep you up." She shook her head and let out a tiny laugh.

"You didn't keep me up, love." She rubbed my shoulder consolingly. "I was just a bit worried." I gave her a soft, thankful grin.

"Well thank you for the concern. It really means a lot." She nodded her head.

"It was nothing, but just remember that if you ever need somebody to talk to, I'm always here with open ears." I let out a small laugh.

"I'll keep that in mind." She smiled again.

"Good," She paused and looked into my brown eyes. "Do you need to talk?" I bit my lip and thought about it. I did. I needed somebody. I wanted somebody to help me through this and allow me to vent to them. I wanted somebody to talk to and Lou would be the perfect person to fit that roll.

"Actually," I gave her a thoughtful smile. "I do." She was about to reply, mouth open and everything until Louis interrupted, entering my room without permission, but everybody does that anyway.

"Knock, knock." He tapped his knuckles against the bathroom door before peaking his head through and stepping in. "I don't mean to interrupt, but I was told to inform you both that we will be leaving for Toronto in ten minutes." He paused. "Oh and Paul wanted me to let you know that Payton is allowed to visit us for the three days we will be in Canada." Louis told me. I nodded my head and thanked him before watching him leave the bathroom and my hotel room.

"I guess we will just have to talk another time." Lou said with an apologetic smile before exiting to receive her stuff and her daughter.

"I guess." I whispered softly to myself before turning my body back towards the sink. I let out a sigh before quickly brushing my teeth and throwing on an outfit. I then sprayed myself with my favorite vanilla scent perfume. I exited the bathroom and finished packing up my stuff after that and just as I finished, my phone began to ring, playing the song "Still Into You" by Paramore throughout the room. I let out a tiny groan before walking over to the bedside table to pick it up.

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