The driver pulled up to my house and I was still a crying mess. I got out and went inside upstairs to my room. I took of my makeup, shoes, and dress then put on my hoodie. I laid in bed and stared at the ceiling as I drifted off to sleep.
The next day came and I woke up, I got out of bed and went to my closet. I decided to wear something that was more of my style but still didn't cause to much attention to me. I grabbed my clothes got ready.
I grabbed my bag and left my house, I walked to school like usual. I grabbed my hoodie out from my bag and put it on before I entered the school. I put up my hood and made sure my face wasn't showing, I then went inside to my locker. I opened my locker and heard footsteps coming my way. I looked up and saw Jack, the one person I didn't want to see. I quickly looked away and closed my locker, I started walking away.
Jack: wait y/n-
I ignored him and continued walking.
Jack: you don't have to talk but at least let me!.....
It was happening again, he yelled out to me causing everyone's to pay attention to me and Jack. I wanted to say something but the thing is, I was so used to being a shy, quiet girl that every time I did talk, I stuttered. I didn't say anything, I just stayed quiet and turned around to face him. My hood was still on so no one could see my face.
Jack: listen y/n....ever since I met you I've felt different, in a good way and I could never get you off my mind. For the past few months, I realized that what I did was messed up and I regret doing it. But one things for sure....I never stopped loving you. I always will love you y/n. You're the reason I always had a smile on my face. You make me happy, having you in my life was the best thing ever. Ever since you walked out on me, I thought maybe you hated me for everything I did and you have the right to hate me. I.....I started thinking of what would happen if I never got you back, and I assumed that you left my life for sure so I....
He pulls up his sleeve, reveling a lot of cuts on his arm. Some were deep, some were small, some were brand new, and some were becoming scars. But they all were for that same reason, I left him. I teared up and walked over to him, I put my hood down so that my face was now showing. He had tears rolling down his cheeks, I felt so bad.
Jack: I know you hate me...but that wo-
You: Jack Avery don't ever say that I hate you....I only walked out on you cause I felt like I didn't deserve you. I felt like I lost you cause you started to...bully me, and make fun of me...as if you didn't even know me
I felt my tears rolling down my cheeks as I was talking. I wanted him back so badly right now but I can't be with him, I don't deserve him. He took my hands and held them.
Jack: y/n I love you....don't you love me?
You: Jack...
Just then the first bell rang and everyone started going to their classes, me and Jack stayed put. We looked in each other's eyes but I broke the silence.
You: I gotta go to class.
I started walking away as my hands slid out of his. I walked to my class with tears rolling down my cheeks.
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Started with a Dare
FanfictionYour Invited to a Party and everyone's playing crazy truth or dare and you somehow got suckered into playing, but what you don't know is that your crush Jack Avery was playing as well. He is basically the school's popular guy. You have no idea how i...