Amnesia | Luke Hemmings

The truth

We walked around for a long time. The time was now 11:27 we have been at the hospital for 3 hours now. As we walked we talked about many things like how we first meet as friends, our first band practise. Those were the days were nothing mattered but being with friends. We walked back to Mackenzie's room slowly, because as soon as we arrive there is most likely to be a result. Death. Or alive and well. I don't want her to die, she means to much to me. She is my everything. She always told me how much she loves me and how happy she was to meet me. Being famous can change things. We were forced to spend a lot of time apart with concerts and tour happening all the time. And every time I saw her I felt like a missing piece of my puzzle was found. Now I may lose that piece for ever. And I will never find a replacement for it. I don't want to replace Mackenzie because she is the only person who is right for me.

We arrived outside her room again. Calum looks through the window in the door. A women looks at him wide eyed. She gestures to come in. We enter just me and Calum. Ashton and Michael stood outside heads bowled. I take a step towards Mackenzie, so many different emotions rushing through my body. I look at the Nurse "Is she going to be okay?" I say in a strong voice taking Mackenzie's hand and not wanting to let go. The women replies smiling "Yes she is, she is such a strong girl" She walks towards the door to leave, Calum stops her and they start whispering. I am so happy she is going to be alright. I love her so much and I don't have to say goodbye. The nurse leaves and Calum makes his way towards me a little concerned "You hear that mate, shes going to be okay.Im so happy!" I say smiling. Calum nods a little sadly he sits down, I sit down next to him. Confusion running through my mind "Luke, the nurse said she is not going to remember what has happened. And she is most likely going to forget about you and us. She is going to wake up with Amnesia. Im sorry" He says pulling me in a holding me tight. He gripped me, not letting go. I started to cry, tears slowly landing on his shoulder. "It will be okay man, we will help you get through this" I nod trying to hold everything back. I stand up "Im going for a walk"

"Not by yourself your not, ill come" Calum says firmly grabbing my arm

"No you stay here in case she wakes up. Ill take Michael or Ashton with me" Calum nods. I leave the room. "How is she?" Michael asks, I nod "Im going for a walk ill explain it to you" Michael nods "Okay, ashton do you wanna stay with Calum?"

"Yeah, you to go. Take your time, well call you if anything happens" He says going into Mackenzie's room.

Michael and I walk for a long time and I explain everything. It felt like swallowing broken glass, the cut of the words. As I swallow the cold crisp air around me the air hitting my stomach felt like a boom going off inside of me. I cant live with Mackenzie not remembering me. I hope that doesn't happen, because no-one should have to go through that. Especially not me.