the boy with the blue shoes

part 19

i woke up and my eye had a pulse, it felt weird but i knew it was just a bruise, from the fight yesterday. i hates that dude and i didn't even know him and he just started a fight with me, all because he budged into me. i hated dickheads. i know people think i'm a dickhead but i'm not, im actually a really nice guy, deep down. just i pushed all that down when my dad started to literally beat my ass everyday.

i stood up and grabbed my school clothes. i sat there for a few minutes just thinking, about what would have happened if nobody found out, would i be dead. would my dad have killed me, would i have killed myself. i got dressed and headed down the stairs. justin was making waffles and pancakes for everyone. huh waffles used to be harvey's favourite. i smiled as i took some and put chocolate spread on them. i stared at them for a minute. "you gonna eat them, or just stare at them" justin asked, i looked at him and laughed a little. "no i'm trying to see if i can eat with my eyeballs" that got a laugh from naomi and oliver, but just a glare from justin.

i grabbed my school bag and was rushed out the door by amanda who was running late and had promised to drive me to school today because she wanted to speak with like another mum, idk tbh i didn't really listen. "come on, come on, i'm gonna miss her" i climbed into their car and amanda quickly drove to school, like i'm pretty sure she was driving over the speed limit. she quickly rushed out and away somewhere, i didn't really pay attention i just got out and walked into school. i was running late because amanda wasn't ready.

i walked into form and sat down, within two seconds mr lovey walked in, he called me away and i followed him all the way to his office. i sat down and looked at either side of me was police men. "so max, we got a phone call this morning" i felt very stared at, but i nodded and he continues. "do you know what this phone call was about, because i'm pretty sure you could take a guess at it" he kept looking at my eye. i nodded "yeah i know sir, but listen" i began but was soon interrupted. "NO DON'T GIVE ME THAT PITTY TALK" he yelled as he slammed his hands on the desk. "you know what, you're suspended" he said as he started looking through his drawers "no just let me explain" he gave me the death stare so i decided to shut up. "just be glad i'm not expelling you" i nodded and i slouched in my chair.

i was taken down to the office where i met justin, who looked very angry. i handed him the bit of paper explaining why i was suspended. i walked with him to his car and we got in. we drove the whole way home in silence. i got out the car and followed justin into the house. i put my bag down where it was supposed to go, then i heard a slam. i walked out and saw justin staring in my directing. "WHAT WERE YOU THINKING" he began yelled at me. "GETTING INTO A FIGHT, SO YOU DIDNT JUST SLIP AND HIT YOU EYE" he kept yelling. "WE THOUGHT YOU WERE DOING WELL, DO WE NEED TO START DOING SOMETHING ABOUT THIS BEHAVIOUR" he yelled. "YOU KNOW WHAT, YOU'RE GROUNDED, AND JUST WAIT TILL YOU HAVE TO AMANDA ABOUT THIS" i sighed. "YOU JUST DONT UNDERSTAND" i yelled back. "WHAT, WHAT DONT I UNDERSTAND" he yelled. "it doesn't matter" i said as i began walked away. "FINE WALK AWAY, DO IT, JUST LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO" i lost it, i turned around and punched him in the face. he fell to the ground, i covered my mouth. i ran into my room and quickly packed up a few things before i rushed out the door. i didn't know where the fuck i was going but i was going away, far away.

a/n: thanks for 1k reads, even tho i'm pretty sure like 1 person reads this right now, so like hey.