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Drowning into You
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It never left me.
Traces of you still lingering.
Every move in every second,
Still clear in my mind.
Your scent,
Dark and alluring.
Leaving hints of your enigmatic demeanor;
a mystery--something I've always fancied.
Your touch,
Gentle and playful.
Something I once played along
Only to find myself yearning for your warmth.
Your smile,
Genuine and subtle.
The little glint that shines
Only ever shows in your eyes.
Your laughter,
Lighthearted and mellow.
Traces of our little conversations;
something I never want to lose.
These things were etched in my mind--
things I've tried to erase--
And yet I end up seeking for more,
Wanting to be with you.
I must steel my heart.
I shouldn't let the moment come.
I won't let myself fall.
I won't let myself drown.
This isn't what I hoped.
This isn't just a fling.
I'm crazy for thinking this,
But have I fallen for you?
I tell myself to stop.
I must not get attached.
Before it gets all messed up,
Before I could lose myself.
I shudder at the sight:
My defenses, slowly crumbling;
my heart, slowly falling.
This was what I feared.
I sigh, tired of this show.
So if I ever drown into you,
I just want you to know
I never wanted to...
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Date written:
July 29, 2019 - August 25, 2019
Revised on: 08/27/19, 10/05/19, 10/26/18, 10/28/19
YOU ARE READING
Yours Truly
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