Cleo loses her V card

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Cleo's POV

I can't believe I just said that out loud. It was mostly true. My parents were overbearing and boring. They would never approve of me being gay...which obviously I am. I had never tried to explore my sexuality or given it much thought before but now it's clear and I don't think there was any going back for me. They would never approve of Billie and I'm in love with her. Even if that makes me insane, I'm in love with her. Billie probably wouldn't even want me anymore if I went home. I hope I didn't freak her out.

"Why don't you want to go home Cleo? Is someone hurting you there?" Billie looked so confused. She had seen my house and belongings. She knew we were loaded and I had what I needed. I was the CA Governor's daughter, I'm sure she didn't rob that specific house by mistake. I'm sure her childhood sucked. She probably had terrible parents or maybe none at all, but mine were just annoying and judgmental. And I wanted her.

"I'm gay and my parents won't understand. And I want to be with you," I grabbed her hand. I surprised myself by how bold I was being. She flinched and stared at my face, trying to read me.

"Are you trying to play some mind games with me right now Cleo? I'll take your clothes for fucking weeks don't play this shit. I really will. I'll take your clothes and tie you to the couch out there so everyone can see you. Don't fuck with me--" Billie started to get loud and gripped my throat, "I'm not one to fuck with" she spat.

She let go of my throat expecting me to yell back I guess. I just caught my breath and said,

"No. I just think I love you. Or I've lost my mind. Or maybe both"

Billie stared at me, making cold eye contact. I think she was trying to read me and see if I was lying. She clearly didn't think I actually wanted her.

"Show me." Billie said. Waiting.

I stripped. I bent over. I showed her every angle of my body and watched her facial expressions. I touched myself again. I moaned her name as I did it, I almost got off again before she grabbed my wrist,

"I'm doing it this time Princess".

Billie laid me on the bed and kissed up my neck, "I'll go slow okay baby? I know it's your first time. It's going to hurt a little bit but not much. It will still feel good too. Tell me if it's too much."

I nodded, "I'm so glad my first time is with you."

She blushed and put her nose on mine, then started to kiss down my neck again. She knew where I liked it and I moaned out. She had her hands in my hair then down to my nipples, squeezing and pulling. They were still sore from days ago. It still felt good. It was a good kind of sore. I felt myself getting wet and was embarrassed. I closed my legs instinctively.

Billie looked down and back up at me, "Changed your mind?"

"No I'm just really...excited and it's embarrassing," I whispered.

Billie smiled and kissed my cheek, "You're so cute, let it out baby. Nothing to be embarrassed about. I'm right here and it's just us."

That's true. She wasn't videotaping this...and that made me feel a lot better.

I felt my body relaxing. I trusted her. She kissed down my navel. I lifted my hips up, I was so eager. I loved when she grabbed my hips. She rubbed my clit with her thumb like she had done before, but this time it lasted longer than 10 second and she playing with my boob while she did it. Then she kissed the inside of my thighs and blew cold air on my pussy. I felt her tongue on my clit then, that felt so much better than her thumb. It was warm and comforting. I moaned out and grabbed her hair. I opened my legs wide for her.

"Billie pl-ease, wo-ow." She giggled.

"Pace yourself baby girl."

She continued this for a few minutes, alternating between putting her mouth on my pussy and her mouth on my thighs. Both made me feel high.

She sat up and looked me in my eyes then. "Okay I'm going to put a finger in, then a second one okay? It's going to hurt at first okay? I'll be gentle."

I nodded, and cupped her cheek, she smiled in return.

This shit was romantic.

"I felt her blow air on my pussy again, give it a few butterfly kisses then slide one finger in slowly, pumping in and out at a steady rate.

"Owww! Ugh Bil--- Wow..." She stopped.

"Too much baby? We can stop and try something else"

"No, please. I love when you touch me. Please more."

She pumped faster and watched me go crazy. She looked me straight in my eyes as I lost it. Then she stopped, and stuck a second finger in. I groaned and grabbed the sheets. I grabbed for her. She held my hand with her free hand and rubbed it. Still holding eye contact with me.

"Bil - I feel like I'm - gon-gonna, should I? Cum?"

"Go ahead baby, cum for me."

My walls contracted. I felt the cum coming out. She fingered me until I was done. I had moaned her name the whole time and she loved it, she had a huge smile on her face.

I don't know why I had never had sex before, dumb decision on my part.

I felt bad because I did bleed all over. I know sometimes fingering doesn't pop your cherry, but the way Billie was fucking me...it definitely did. The sheets were white but Billie shrugged,

"Don't worry about it baby, we got new sheets."

She picked me up and covered my lower half again with the Chanel t shirt, carrying me wedding style to the bathroom. She put me in the shower to get the blood off of me. Then... she started to take her clothes off. I tried hard not to stare. But I had never even seen her shirtless before. I wanted to see.

She stepped into the shower with me. I looked her up and down. She blushed,

"You've never seen this before have you?"

"I want to see it more," I replied and bit my bottom lip.

She kissed my forehead. She let me touch her boob and rub her pussy a little bit. I had never touched a girl before. But I definitely liked touching her. She was beautiful.

She looked like a model with her hair wet and boobs covered in soap. We washed each other and she kissed up my neck and whispered sweet things in my ear. I wanted her to be mine forever. I wanted to share this with her forever.

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