In love with a gang leader ( Completed)

Nicole's pov

This chapter contains some sexual contents.
Since that day when Jason came to pick up our son, i haven't seen him much. Maybe that's a good thing. Lex does the groceries sometimes i go with him. Today I'm going with him to a little flower shop that Kara said needs a worker who knows about decorating. Since i know a little about it i decided to try. Jason doesn't speak to me much and as a woman i need certain things so if i do get this work i can buy it for myself. So i headed out with him today. Nico was still sleeping. He will be spending the day with his dad today. We arrived at the flower. I went in an after speaking to the pleasant little lady,Ms brown she told me i can start the next day. I was excited as i gave Lex the news. When we arrived back home Jason was just leaving with our son. I hugged Nico and kissed him good bye without even looking in his father's direction. Next morning i got up early and Kara passed for me on her way to work so atleast Nico had Lex as company today while Cynthia took care of things since I'm working now. I reacher on time and started following what the lady Ms brown told me to do. Another worker came in . He was friendly and polite he helped me. He reminded me a lot of Max. His name was Justin. We worked together everyday. Every evening after work he helped me clean up. He told me he likes me but i couldn't say the same because my mind was always on Jason. He don't come at all to the house. He only sends for our son. Its been a month since I'm working here and I'm sure by now that he knows I'm working here. I heard he has a new woman now too. Everyday Lex or Amanda drops me to work and Lex picks me up on evenings. This morning i was talking to him and i told him that Justin likes me. Lex wasn't so happy about that, he feels like he's my brother. He says he doesn't like Justin, but i know he's only saying that because he wants me with Jason. I just laugh it off as i watch him frown. The day flew pass good and home time came. I was laughing at a joke Justin told me as we were locking up the shop. I walked out expecting to see Lex's car only to see Jason's dark tinted jeep parked there. My smile faded as i bid good bye to Justin and Ms brown and walked hesitantly to the jeep and got in. If eyes could kill, Jason could of killed me with his cold stare. He never said a word as he accelerated at full speed down the road. We were going in the other direction of the house he was heading to his mansion. " where are you going?" I asked him . " we're going home." He said through gritted teeth. " I'm not going to your house Jason, i want to go home." He tightens his hands on the wheel, angry. "Don't fucking start with me Nicole, you think you can go do what you want and be with someone else other than me. If you can't be with me you can't be with no one else, i gave you space away from me to figure out what you wanted you went behind my back and got a work now you want to be with someone else." Hell no. He said all this angrier than i ever saw him before. I sat in the car quiet after that i dare not say a word. We arrived at the mansion he came out of the car and slammed the door walked into the office slamming the door again. Lex came up to me ." Sorry Nic i didn't tell him but we came by earlier on today when you was on lunch and he saw you with Justin and got pissed off. He wanted to come in an make a scene but i stopped him. He's really angry so is best you stay out of his way." "Ok i said, but when is Nico coming over?" " Nico is already here, he's in the back by the pool with Cynthia, Thomas and Amanda. Alright. I went through the door and out back by the pool. "mummy mummy" Nico said as he ran to me. I picked him up and kissed him. He excitedly pulled me along to show me his room. I guess his father fixed one of the rooms up to be his. I walked in the house and up the stairs to the room he was pointing at, We walked in. I saw that his whole room from bed to top was the paw patrol character.  He loves paw patrol.   The room was lovely. " come teep with me mummy " . I took off my work shirt and remained in my vest and sat on the bed while I stroked his head in a rhythm for him to sleep. He fell asleep almost immediately. I tiptoed out and headed to the kitchen to look for Cynthia or Lex. I found Cynthia making dinner so i helped and we talked.  She told me lex and the rest was in a meeting with Jason in his office.  She explained to me that Jason came after i left this morning and made Rogers and the rest move everything back here. I was so furious with him. Why can't i be happy why does he have to get his way all the time. When we finished the dinner. I stormed into his office interrupting his meeting. " What the hell is wrong with you?" I shouted at him. He looks surprised replaced by anger. " NOT  NOW NICOLE" He spat. Everyone in the room eyes are on me with surprised looks on their faces. "Yes right now Jason what is your fucking problem." I screamed. Shocked at myself for cursing. He was boiling with rage now. He rose from behind his desk , the chair scrapped the ground as he did this.  Everyone knew that was their cue to leave and they hurried out the room. "WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?". I grew silent now.  Scared by his tone and how angry he was at me. He stormed towards me and I  cowered waiting for a storm. He grabbed my arm pulling me to him. "Care to tell me what is your fucking problem Nicole" he said ." I,,i,,i..." i couldn't say anything. His eyes were filled with lust while his expression was still angry. I tried to pull away but he held my waist. I swallowed hard and asked. "Why do i have to stay here?" "Because i said so". He replied.  I'm getting angry now. " So you rather have me here where i can't go to work  or  have a life or talk to nobody but people in your circle? Hell no Jason, you don't get the right to do that." He's pissed again now. "All this for your boytoy, because you can't get to see him again." He smirked and stroked my face. " I'm going to kill him anytime i find out he laid a finger on you". He was dead serious. I shivered under his touch. He realized that so he kept doing it.  Soon my anger was replaced with desire. Why does he make me want him so much. "I'm serious Nicole if i can't have you nobody can't, so tell me what you want." He continued as he walked back to his desk. " you asked for space i gave you all the space you needed. I bought a house for you and our son. That wasn't enough for you . You found a work and someone else do you expect me to be happy about that? . For christ sake we have a son together and I'm a gang leader my son supposed to be where i am under my safety. I gave you that opportunity to get your head together away from me with security isn't that enough?" He sighed. He sat back in his chair and looked at me. " I'm listening Nicole." I stood studying what to say. I said the only thing that came to mind. " you, i want you Jason." He looked please with my answer.  His phone rang and he answered it after telling me go to my room, he will come in a while.  I went to the kitchen and got my dinner and took it to the room what i stayed in before i moved out and realized it was renovated and bigger, with a walk in closet. I walked in an saw all my clothes here already. I took a bathe and sat down and ate some of my dinner. Then i relaxed reading a book before I fell asleep. About 20 mins into the book the door opened and Jason came in. He sat down on the bed too and took a bite of the dinner i was eating. "What are you reading?" He asks with a full mouth.  I smiled I'm reading Dangerous passions. "Oh!" He responded.  He got up and went to the bathroom and came out a few minutes later drying his hair bare chested with underpants on. Oh my he looks so damn sexy shirt less.  I can't help but stare. " Umm is this your room too?" I asked trying to distract myself.  "Yeah one of them." He answered. He came over and laid down next to me on  the bed and pulled me to him. He kissed me, then stopped. Watching me like i was going to break any minute, waiting to see if i was going to reject him again.I kissed him back. Like that was all he wanted me to do he rolled over on top of me and started kissing my jawline then my neck and chest then back to my lips again. He began rubbing his tongue on my lips to part them i did and he slid his tongue inside my mouth as his hands cupped one of my breasts through the nightgown. He deepened the kiss. I wanted more of him as i ran my fingers through his damp hair. He took off my nightgown off and threw it on the floor, then removed my underwear and started exploring my inner thigh with his fingers sending shivers all over my body as i moaned in pleasure. He put his lips to my ear and said . "Baby do you really wanna do this?". I couldn't even find my voice so I just nodded. He entered me slowly while kissing me. He moved with a slow rhythm. I arched my back with every thrust sending him deeper and deeper   inside me as he groaned with pleasure. He put his lips to my ear and said. "Baby I've missed you."We went like this for maybe hours. He quickened the pace and we both had an amazing orgasm with me screaming his name. After he plopped himself on the bed next to me and pulled my naked body into his side and wrapped his arms around me, trailing his hands on my back. I placed my head and hand on his chest. Soon i fell asleep.
They say make up sex is the best.