Luke's POV
"Too late" She said crying. "Ash, Ashlynn.. hello? Babe?" No this can't be happening. Where would she go? Her house? So that's what I do. I speed as fast as I could to her house. Once I get there her front door was wide open, I run inside and see the bathroom light on upstairs. "No" I say to myself. I hear I loud thump from inside the bathroom. I run up the staris into the bathroom to find the girl I'm so inlove with on the floor and pills everywhere. "No no no no NO OH MY GOD" I yell. I burst into tears as I grab my phone and dial 911. I hang up once I was done explaing what happened. I sit there on the floor holding her lifeless body and my tears everywhere. Why did she do this to herself? Oh my god. This is all my fault. If I didn't bully her in the first place this wouln't of happened. I fuck up everything. This should be me not her. I should be the one dead. "I'm s-so sorry Ashlynn" I cry into her neck. I hear footstep walk up the stairs. It's the paramedics, they take her from my arms and place her on a gurney. I run with them down the stairs and into the ambulence. I just sit there next to her holding her arms. God she's so beautiful. We get to the hospital and I call the boys. I wait in the waiting room for news on Ashlynn and the boys. Once the boys get here we all hug each other. Calum looks like he's been crying, and the other boys look like they may have to. "H-how is she man?" Calum weekly asks. Just as he does the doctor walks towards us. I run to him "Is she okay? Is she alive, C-can I see her?" I say really fast. "She's okay, she hasn't woke yet, we can't control that. It's up to her body." He says calmly. "Can I s-see her?" I ask wiping new tears from my eyes. "Yes, room 4-102" I run til I'm infront of her room. I open the door knob slowly. Once it's fully open I see her. She looks so peaceful. But I know that's exactly what she's not. And that makes me sad. I walk towards her and pull a chair next to her and sit down and hold her soft hand. I look down at my shoes not wanting to look at her. "Please, please Ashlynn. Please wake up. they guys need you, your mom needs you. I need you. Please please please wake up. I-I love you. Ashlynn I love you so much and I can't live without you. Because I need you, we need eachother." I cry into her hand. I feel her move I look up to see her eyes flutter open.
Ashlynn's POV
"I-I love you. Ashlynn I love you so much and I can't live without you. Because I need you, we need eachother." I hear Luke say crying into my right hand. I move my right leg and open my eyes to see a beautiful Luke staring into my eyes. He had tears all in his eyes and face and on his shirt. "I love you too" I say in a whisper and smile. He smiles so wide and gets up from his chair to hug me, I hug back and we kiss. God I would've missed this. I would of missed him so much. We pull away once we hear the door open. "Ashlynn oh my god we missed you" The rest of the boy say hugging me. "I missed you guys too" I say as they pull away. "Don't ever do that again, you scared me" Calum says. "Okay" I say, but I don't know why I did because this is just gonna happen again. "We'll leave you guys some privacy" Ashton says waving goodbye as they leave. "Hi" I shyly say to Luke. I don't think he stopped looking at me since I woke. "Please" He says. "Please what?" I asked but already knew what he was talking about. "Please don't do it again." I sigh. I don't wanna lie to him. "But it will eventually Luke. I wish it wouldn't but it will, that's just how I am Luke. I can't help it. No one can.." I was cut off my Luke "Your wrong. I will help you. If you let me.. Ashlynn please let me help you?" He said. "I can say yes and probably won't happen, I said it last time with Jake." "But I'm not Jake, please let me" He asked with pleading eyes. "Okay, p-please don't let me down" "And I won't. I promise." He smiled which I returned back with a bigger one. We kissed each other. God, I love him so much.
((Authors Note))
I CRIED SO MUCH IN THIS CHAPTER OMGGG I WANT A BOYFRIEND LIKE LUKE!!!
Sorry I didn't update in along time I got busy with school.
And If any of you are like Ashlynn, like sucidal please feel free to message me because I know what it feels like. I love you guys so much!!!
~Alexis
