The next day...
Ashlynn's POV
I woke up from my alarm clock. I got up, took a shower, and got dressed putting on black leggings with a black and grey flannel tied around my waist with a black tanktop and black vans. I love wearing black. I did my makeup and sprayed perfume on me and grabbed my backpack. I heard a knock at my door, I answered it was Luke. "Hey, you look stunning" He said winking. "Thank you, but you look ugly" I joked, laughing. "Hey, I am your ride, you know?" "No, I have a car" I said. His phone rang, I just walked away to his car and waited, before I opened his door I turned to look at him. His face in complete shock, he looked like he just seen a ghost. He hang up and ran his hands threw his hair. I ran over to him and grabbed his hands "What's wrong?" He didn't even look at me he undid my hands from his and walked away from me. "Hey, Are you okay?" I yelled standing still. He spun around really fast and walked towards me, I was scared. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" He yelled at me. I was so confused what was he talking about? Although.. there are lots of things wrong with me. "Wha-what?" I stammered. "Why'd you sleep with Jake?" He snaped. For a minute I acually thought I did something to piss him off but sleep with Jake? Never in a million years. "Are you insane? I would never sleep with that pervert. Did I not tell you how scared I am of him? Why on earth would I fucking let him sleep with me? Why would you even think that? I can't believe you right now" I screamed at him, I felt like crying but I will not let that happen, not right now. "Really? That's not what I was told?" I yelled. Why didn't he believe me? Now I'm pissed. All I did was tell the truth and he can't believe. "Who told you?" I wondered. "Taylor, you might not even know her because your a loser" He said. Of course I knew Taylor she was the bitch that gave me a death stare when he asked me out. I don't know why I felt offened when he called me a loser because it's true. "You did not mean that" I weekly said feeling like I could burst into tears at any second. He didn't say anything so I took it as if a yes he did. I looked away from him and a tear slipped out of my eye down my cheeck I noticed Luke see it but I hurried and wiped it away and ran away to my car and got in, I started it and rove away, I looked at Luke driving away. He looked hurt, sad, and full of regret. "I hate him" I said to myself. I felt like I had to rant so I just did it even though no one can hear me... "Why would anyone believe anything Taylor says? I mean c'mon it's Taylor were talking about? She lies about everything just for Luke's attention. Is Luke that stupid he acually believes her? God they should just date. I mean at least he believes anything that comes out of her filthy mouth. But me? No I'm the one telling the lie. Me, it's always my fault." I screamed. I grabbed my phone out of my backpack and put it in my back pocket. I turned on the radio and listened to the lyrics and it said "I wish I was dead" I shut off the radio and started to rant again. "God maybe I should just kill myself, I mean honestly would anyone care? Luke wouldn't he would just get with Taylor because it's ovbious he likes her. He wouldn't care if I died. Nobody would. Everyone would be happy." I paused.. "You know what.. maybe that's what i'll do" I tiredly said. I grabbed my phone and saw that it dialed Luke and it was on for 5 minutes. He heard me talking. He heard me saying I was gonna kill myself. Shit. I put my phone up to my ear and barly said "Hello?" "Ashlynn, are you okay? Where are you? I'm sorry your right, I should of trusted you. I don't even like Taylor. I like you. Please tell me where you are so I can help you. Please!" He pleaded. I though for a minute. If I tell him, things will eventually fall apart just like earlier. If I don't I can finally be happy. I'll finally be free. I'll finally be dead. "Too late" I said and hung up. I threw my phone into the passenger seat and drove home. I'm finally gonna be dead. I parked in my drive way not bringing anything in with me. I ran into my bathroom, grabbed sleeping pills, lots of pills. I looked in my mirror and held the pills in my left hand. This is it. I'm finally getting what I want. I grabbed my camera and turned it on... "Goodbye Mom, maybe if you were here.. I wouldn't be doing this. I'd go to you and cry in your arms. But I can't because your never here, ever. But this isn't all your fault. You are only trying to support me, at least that's what I like to think. But if you are seeing another man. Good, i'm glad that seeing him is more important than helping you daughter he needs that more than anything right now." I cried. "Goodbye Luke, your the best thing that has ever happened to me. I wish we never met so you wouldn't have to deal with this. But don't worry about me you'll find someone better, way better. Someone who loves you more, and is alot prettier. I'm sorry I didn't tell you where I was at. All you wanted was to help me. But you can't help someone who is already broken. I love you, I love you so much. I'm sor-sorry, goodbye" I turned off the camera and looked at myself one last time. "Goodbye, I'm sorry I'm doing this too you. But I have to go. This place isn't for me" I just let the tears run down my face and I put the pills into my mouth. My vision started to get blurry and I felt numb. I felt no pain. I fell to the floor and then I saw a familiar person standing over me... then I blacked out.
((Authors Note))
OOOH WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER ITS GONNA BE LUKE'S POV NOW YESS
I wonder who the person standing over her is... is it her Mom? Jake? Her dad?? Or is it Luke?
~Alexis
