Can and Sanem, a love story

The vows (the end).

I haven't write anything since forever. I was not really feeling EK anymore and got no inspiration to write. But I received an email from my friend Aurora Moon, who translated my fics in Russian. I told her that I was not going to write fics anymore, but then I thought about it. I don't think I can leave this story without an ending. So I am just going to write Can and Sanem's vows, since we didn't get the chance to see it onscreen. I hope you'll like it. It's also a way for me to thank all of you for your support and your amazing reactions. I was not used to the fanfic world, I am not sure I will write ever again. So thank you with all my heart, for everything. What a journey, huh? 

Sanem's vows 

It was my first morning at work. I was there, acting like I was confident when I actually had no idea what I was doing. I needed a job, my family had no real expectations about me, I was the awkward Sanem, aspiring writer, not a teenager anymore but absolutely not a woman yet. Weird and crazy Sanem, that's what I thought everytime I woke up. And then I saw you Can. Strong Can, confident Can, almost scary Can. But for some reason, the minute you put your eyes on me for the first time, everything became clear. What would I do with my life, I still had no idea. But with whom ? It became an evidence immediately. You read into my soul, you believed in me, you gave me the strength to make my dreams reality. And most of all, you loved me, deeply, unconditionally. And even when everything happened, even when we fought, even when you lost your memory, you never stopped looking at me like that.

You have strong arms but with your eyes, you secure me. You have muscles but with your heart, you protect me. Did we make mistakes ? Yes, yes we did. So many mistakes. But I wouldn't change anything because with those mistakes we wrote the most beautiful love story ever. One about the Albatros and the phoenix, one about Artemis and Orion. Are we going to make more mistakes, absolutely. And even when the day becomes darker, there will always be this light in my soul, as long as you love me. Always remember that, when there is a thunderstorm outside, it's just my heart beating too loudly for you. When it's raining, it's the tears of joy I have when I look at you. When it's a hot summer day, it's my body warming up next to you. There's not one minute, not one second, when I am not thinking about you. I miss you when you are not there, I miss you even when you are there. I am entirely yours and when we get older, we won't tell to our grand-kids the story of Albatros and the phoenix, nor the one about Artemis and Orion. We will tell them the one about Can and Sanem. We will tell them about this magnetic love that defied every fate between two kids who grew as adults together. Two soulmates who always found their way home. Two lovers who became husband and wife. 

Can's vows

I love you Sanem. I will never get bored of saying this to you. A few years ago, I was not even able to stay in the same place, I needed to travel the world, to run away from something I had no control on. And then I met you, and you became my world. No landscape, no beach, no mountain, no river, no city, nothing have sense if you are not next to me. I love you Sanem for your talent and for your amazing brain. I love you Sanem for the smile you put on my face everytime you look at me. I love you Sanem for the shiver I feel when your hands  touch my face. I love you Sanem for your bad cooking and your irresistible laugh. I love Sanem you for loving me. For teaching me how to forgive. For being so patient. You only fell in love once in a lifetime, and I would have waited till my death to meet you. And if it was not in this world, then in the other one.

My soul is your soul. My heart is your heart. I don't want to spend one minute far from you. I want to smell your scent when I wake up in the morning, I want to see your face next to me when I close my eyes at night. And when I sleep, I want to be dreaming about you. I want to read all your books and to listen to all of your stories. I want to caress your hair and kiss your lips everyday. I want to hear you sing and to watch you dance. As long as you are breathing, I am breathing.  As long as you are happy, I am happy. You were my work partner, you are my life partner. Together we can accomplish anything. My heart would want my last look to be at you. I love you Sanem, and I know that I will never get bored of saying this to you.