My broken mate

What happened to my mate?

Helloooooooo❣ I finally got my Russia, Prussia and China cosplay yesterday! I'm so excited though! So anyway, enjoy this chapter!

⚠️Gore, blood, rape, abuse, self harm⚠️

Gilbert's POV

After a few minutes we made it to the hospital and I gave my still unknown mate to the doctor. I as well as Ludwig, Feliciano, Antonio, Lovino and Kiku waited for the results on my mate. Elizabeta left earlier since there was an apparent emergency, though I could tell that she was angry or maybe jealous that I found my actual mate. For a long time Elizabeta and I thought we were mates. Turns out it was all just playing pretend. After that I tried to find my actual mate. I just didn't suspect to find my mate like that...

I look down as I see my hands were full of blood, probably my mate's blood from all the cuts and wounds. I felt the tears spill as it mixed with the blood. Everyone noticed this of course and stared at me confused and concerned before noticing the blood on my hands. "Oh Gilbert. I'm so sorry it had to be like this," Feliciano apologized and hugged me tightly. I hugged back and cried in his shoulder. Antonio and Lovino rubbed my back comfortingly, while Ludwig and Kiku just gave me looks of sadness and sympathy.

I finally stopped crying after a while as Feliciano sat on Ludwig's lap and Lovino did the same to Antonio making my beta smile brightly. I smiled at the happy couples and sighed slightly. Later all of them fell asleep either in their mate's arms or holding their mate close. Kiku fell asleep with a manga over his eyes. He has yet to meet his mate, but like anyone, really wants to finally meet them. I sighed again just staring at my bloody hands and thinking of my mate.

What even happened to him? He was as light as a feather when I carried him and fairly enough I'm not the weakest, but also not the strongest. He looked so thin and barely had any clothes on. There were endless scars and wounds on his body, it is like trying to count the stars on a dark night. He was also so scared of me and the others. Will I be able to fix something so broken? I'm afraid I might not be that powerful to remove all his scars...

I was pulled away from my thoughts when the doctor called for us. Ludwig being an extremely light sleeper immediately woke up. He picked Feli up placing him on the chair next to Antonio and Lovino who were still sleeping tightly. We approached the doctor as he looked at us sadly making me even more worried than I was before.

"What is wrong doc?" Ludwig asked cautiously looking at me to see if I was alright. "Don't worry the boy is stable and safe, his wolf won't let him wake up though. I think the wolf is still on high alert so just give it time. The wounds will heal, but some will leave scars," the doctor explained as I sighed in relief, but stopped when Ludwig pointed something out. " But if he's alright, why did you look so sad entering the room and giving us the news?" Ludwig asked as the sigh I was letting out, hitched in my throat.

"I was and still am sad to give this news. The cuts, wounds and scars are all claw marks from other wolves. Except the one on his leg where I found thorns in the flesh. My suspicion is the reason he is in our territory is because he was trying to get away from whatever did this to him. Also there were scars and wounds on his upper thigh and wrist making me believe he self harmed. One of the claw marks are always deeper than the rest and bigger as well, making me think those marks are from an alpha. And there were dark hand marks on his wrist and thighs so that might indicate... they raped him as well," the doctor explained as Antonio, Lovino, Feliciano and Kiku woke up and listened to the conversation.

Everyone stared at the doctor in alarm and concern, everyone's mouth was slightly ajar. Everyone immediately noticed how my eyes switched from their usual red color to a dark violet color, everyone realizing my wolf was in control. "AND WHO THE FUCK WILL DO THIS TO MY MATE. I'M PRETTY SURE HE DID NOTHING TO HURT THEM!" my wolf screamed as the doctor finally noticed my wolf taking control, everyone too afraid to tell me to control my wolf. "Gilbert, I'm pretty sure the doctor will not have that information. Please control your wolf till your mate feels safe. I know it's going to be hard, but I promise we will find the bastard or bastards who did this," Ludwig lectured using his alpha voice as my eyes changed back into a red color.