My broken mate

A sleepless night

Helloooo❣ For in case anyone is interested, I made a Prucan week special if you want to read that, but for now let's continue with this love story. I'll tell you where in the chapter you should listen to that song as well as this one:

It was these songs that gave me the idea for this chapter so please watch the videos and listen to it. Enjoy the chapter lovelies💕

⚠️Nightmares, Abuse⚠️

Gilbert's POV

I had just finished most of my work (like hell I will pull an all nighter and maybe scare Birdie, since I'm grumpy when I'm tired) as I quickly took a shower. I thought over what happened today as I growled. I can't believe someone did that to Birdie. I hear Gilbird hum and growl at the statement. Yeah. I swear whoever did that will pay dearly. I replied with a hum as I sigh closing my eyes and let the water flow slowly down my back.

Gilbird, I know you probably just want to mark Matthew so that whoever did that can't do it again. But please don't force Matthew into anything. Try to make him as comfortable as possible before you even think about mating with him. I asked my wolf finally opening my eyes again as I continue washing myself. Of course, I won't hurt him or his wolf! But hey you do realize you imprint on Matthew while I imprint on his wolf. I barely even know the wolf's name! My wolf whined loudly as I chuckle lightly. You will know that soon enough Gilbird. For now let's make Matthew happy and comfortable. I'm pretty sure his wolf will open up more if he knows Matthew is safe. My wolf pouted and his tail stopped wagging. Alright, Alright. But don't screw this up for me please. I won't, don't worry. I chuckle as I finally got out of the shower and quickly dried my hair.

I very unsuspectingly heard Gilbird whine louder than I think I've ever heard him whine. What's wrong? Is Matthew and his wolf alright? I ask immediately as I sniffed the air. To explain it simply you can obviously smell other wolves too and tell if they're in your pack or not. But your mate's scent is even stronger and intoxicating. I smell the cologne Ludwig always wears, the smell of pasta on both Feliciano and Lovino since they made pasta earlier, the scent of roses on Antonio since he spends his days in the garden outside and of course the sweet scent of maple syrup and forest coming from my just as sweet Birdie. There doesn't seem to be danger, but after I get dressed I'll check or it depends if my wolf is being funny or not.

No, my precious wolf is alright. I just had a very sad thought though. I sigh in relief as I hold my hand over my heart, where my heartbeat was racing because of the thinking that Birdie is in danger. Okay now you have to share. I suggested as he whined louder than last time. I just realized Matthew only had his wolf since you know, everyone abused him. And any sane wolf knows from birth that if you get hurt or abused you have to shut your wolf out to one not hurt them too or to keep control so someone's head doesn't get torn off. Well that means Matthew might've actually been alone his whole life, considering the fact that he probably shut his wolf out. Matthew was alone his whole life. He pointed out as I let out a growl, it kinda sounded more like a whine. Well if your right, then we just have to be there for him when he needs it most. I tried to stay positive, but on the inside I wanted to either kill the people who did it to him or just hold him tight and promise to never let go.

I was finally in only my boxers, since I get too hot in the night so I sleep half naked, and was about to chug the hot chocolate I had next to my bed to keep me awake through my work. I look at the clock, 1:36. I was interrupted half way through trying to take a sip when a loud scream echoing off the halls of the once silent house. It took me and my wolf a few seconds as we finally registered who's scream it was. Birdie! Mate!