My broken mate

Was it really love...?

Hellooooo❄🌟💕 Yup we're going back to sadness, I doubt we ever left it but anyway. This chapter will be so cute and sad though so I hope you enjoy it. The song you see above is the one Matthew sings and was suggested by Isanae_Bloodrose Hope you enjoy this as much as I did making it

⚠️Not much warnings. OOC Eliza for the first few parts but remember this is all in Matthew's head, everything will be explained later. OOC Gilbert, again in Matthew's head. Matthew is still sick in this chapter but there is no gore. A lot of cursing in this chapter, thanks Lovino⚠️

Matthew's POV

I run into my room panting for breath as I immediately close and lock the door. I felt warm tears spill from my eyes as I cover my mouth with my hands. I couldn't believe the images flooding my mind. I gasp for breath as I heard a frantic knock on my door. "Birdie...Matthew please open up..." Gilbert begged me as I shook my head covering my ears. "No! No...please just leave Gilbert..." I yelled at him still trying to stop my tears and my heaving sobs. "Birdie please hear me ou-" Before he can answer I glared at the door. "No leave me alone! You don't deserve an explanation!" I yelled at him loudly and immediately covered my mouth. I expected to be yelled at but I just heard a sigh and footsteps leaving my door.

As soon as I knew he was gone I broke down sobbing. I got onto my bed and held onto my pillow as I sobbed into it, coughing and panting at times before going right back to a sobbing mess. I felt pain surge through me as I just grip my pillow tighter. At this point Kuma was trying to reassure me but it wasn't helping at all.

He is our mate Matthew he wouldn't do that...

He is a horrible mate then

Maybe you should hear what he has to say

So he can just feed me his lies again

Matthew please he is my mate too! I am in just as much pain right now as you are! Please I just want things to be better again...

I know Kuma...I want the same...But I don't think I can forgive him right now... Can I have a bit of time to myself...?

Of course Matthew...Please just once you feel better hear what he has to say...

I shut Kuma out as I continued to cry into my pillow, sometimes screaming into it. I soon hear a knock on the door and sighed softly. "Not now Gilbert...just please give me time..." I beg him in a softer tone now. "It's me Lovino, can I come in please?" He explained as I sigh and opened the door for him. He engulfed me in a hug and immediately leads me to the bed once he closed the door. I was surprised for a while but soon relaxed against him and whimpered as I cried into his chest.

"Why does it hurt so much...?" I ask him though I didn't really expect a response. "What happened Mattie? Did Gilbert do something? I swear to God I will kill him," he promises as I laugh a bit at what he said. I smile sadly at him and held him close. "Don't talk about your alpha like that," I quoted what he once said to Eliza. He only laughs in response as he hugged me closer. "Alright, alright I'll only mildly hurt him," he promises with an innocent smile making me laugh more. I soon sigh and hid in his chest as the memories of what just happened came back...

"He kissed Eliza..." I finally found my voice to speak. It was silent for a while.

"Wait what..." I couldn't tell if his voice was angry or just upset as I was. I sigh and nodded as I started telling the story...

Flashback (Still Matthew's POV)~

I smile as I happily walk to Gilbert's office. The last week I've been stuck in bed because I'm too sick to even move. Gilbert has been working a lot so he can't really be with me all the time but luckily Lovino and sometimes Antonio steps in to keep me company and make sure I rest. But today I felt good enough to stand and walk around so that's what I did, without telling anyone really because I wanted to surprise Gilbert and show him I'm getting better. I know he has been really stressed and worried about me as well as work. It hurts to see him so stressed and worried...