My broken mate

Take a break

Helloooo💕 Yes I know it's been a while but for now I'm mainly focusing on the suggestions on my smut book and my UsUk book since I want to finish that before I continue with this book. But besides the point this is kind of like a nice chapter so no warnings for now except slight mention of self harm. If you get ANY of the references in this one (since it's basically just a crack chapter) then I love you. With everything said let's continue. I hope you enjoy this💕

Matthew's POV

I collapsed on the floor panting. It hurt all over. At this point I didn't care that leaves and dirt were sticking on my sweat covered skin (it kinda grossed me out. I definitely need a shower) or that the twigs were tangling themselves in my hair. A darkish figure loomed over me as I rested on the glass, the sun shining in my eyes so it was hard to make out any facial features this person is showing, though judging by his panting he definitely feels like me now.

"I swear it feels like I'm going to die," I pant out as I just closed my eyes now, whether this is from tiredness or from staring at the sun for too long I wouldn't know and at this point I didn't care. My throat hurt and my voice was raspy and hoarse. "You did good for your first time," Ludwig praised as I chuckled at the way he phrased it. He looked at me confused as to why I was laughing and then suddenly he caught on to what he said.

"Oh gott I'm so so sorry, I could've phrased that way better. I meant you did well for your first training session," he apologizes as I only laughed more. "No it's alright Alpha. Was that the last lap?" I ask him as he nodded. We walked back to our bags near the woods as we both drank water. You must be wondering what's going on right now. Well Ludwig was giving me my first training lesson and we just ran up to the border and back about 7...or was it 8 times. Whatever you get what's happening.

"But I was serious Matthew, you did extremely well for your first training session. You are stronger than you know," Ludwig explained as I smiled. "Thank you Alpha," I thanked him as we took our bags going back to the pack house. We made small talk, just Ludwig asking what I'd prefer to do the next session, I decided on self defense since I need that now.

"Hey Matthew can I ask you something?" He asked as I nodded looking at him curiously. "What did you do in your last pack? I mean you did housework in the pack house but what did you do while other packs were there for meetings... except what the bastard forced you to do?" He asked as I thought for a while. "Well we (me, Arthur and a few others) still cleaned the house. But Arthur and I would wear disguises. Like we would sometimes act like girls or it depends what that specific pack liked. The Westmoon pack we usually dressed as girls but that's mostly because we didn't know what you guys liked. I would always get excited if you guys came since you treated everyone with respect," I explained to him as he smiled at me. "Of course, everyone deserves kindness and respect. Well some people just don't deserve it as much as others," Ludwig explained as I smiled.

"Have you seen anyone else from our pack there?" Ludwig asked as I thought for a while. "Someone in the pack always got sick and they needed real medical support. I've seen Doc and Eliza there before but other than them and you, Feliciano and Kiku I haven't seen anyone," I explained to him being honest.

We continued to talk and ask questions about just anything that came to mind. We soon made it to the pack house. "I really need a shower right now," I mumbled as he chuckled. "Are you alright with the next session being next week?" Ludwig asked and I nodded and bowed. "I can't say thank you enough alpha for you training me," I thanked him bowing in respect. "No problem, I've never seen anyone so happy to train," he remarked though it seems he was curious over my determination. "I'm sick of being weak," I simply told him as he nodded smiling at me, he rarely smiles so I knew he meant it.