Meant to Be... l.h.

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And I couldn't be more right. It was the best night of my life! When we got to the pedestal Luke told them his reservation name and they seated us at a small table near the back of the restaurant. Luke pulled out my chair for me and we both sat down and looked at the menu. I ordered spaghetti and Luke ordered a steak. While we were waiting for our food we held hands over the table and talked about random things. We talked about stories form our childhood, what we want in the future, tv shows, I mean it was perfect. Eventually the food came and we ate until our plates were cleared. It was probably the best meal of my life. Luke payed for our food and we walked out of the restaurant hand in hand. Luke didn't take his hand if my thigh the entire ride home. When we got back to the apartment building we walked up to our floor and stood outside our apartment doors. I was about to say goodnight but he cut me off with a kiss. The kiss was hard and passionate. After a few minutes he pulled away slightly and looked into my eyes.

"Come in?" He said breathlessly. I bit my lip and nodded causing a smile to form over Luke's lips. I opened the door quickly and dragged me in by my hand before closing the door and pushing my back against it. He placed his hands on my hips as I did to his neck and began kissing me even more passionately. His lips slowly trailed down to my neck and he began sucking roughly. I twisted my fingers in his hair as he kissed my neck.

"Jump." I hear him mumble against my neck. I oblige and wrap my legs around his waist as he still is pushing my back against the door. His lips meet mine again and he walks away from the door. After a little bit I felt my back hit his bed and saw Luke hovering over me with his body in between my legs. We continued kissing when I felt Luke playing with my dress zipper. I pull away and look at Luke who is looking at me with a 'Are you sure' type of look. I nodded slightly and placed my lips back against his. I felt his hands trail up my sides before he unzipped my dress and slid it off my body. I did the same to his dress shirt and pants leaving us in just our underwear. Soon my bra was off as well and I felt Luke's fingers on the lace of my underpants. I do the same to the waist and of his and soon we are left fully exposed. He asks me one last time if I'm sure and I nod again this time more confident. After I reassured him...bam...my virginity was gone and I couldn't be happier. Now back to present time.

I was rudely awoken by the bright light shining in from Luke's window. As my eyes adjust, memories from last night flow into my brain making me smile. I try to turn around to face Luke but can't because of a pair of strong arms wrapped around my waist. My smile widens and I use all my strength to work against Luke and I eventually am able to flip over and look at him. He stirs awake because of my sudden movement and smiles at me when his eyes adjust to the light.

"Hey." He says looking into my eyes with his bright blue ones.

"Hi." is all I say.

"Do you know what time it is?" I shrug and look at the alarm clock behind him.

"Oh shit! It's noon!" I say laughing slightly. His eyes widen.

"Damn we better get up or Ashton's going to think I kidnapped you." Luke laughs. I nod and we both get up. He gets dressed in his regular t-shirt and skinny jeans. I didn't have any clothes so I wore one of Luke's huge hoodies. It's time like this where I'm happy to be so small. Once Luke is done fixing his hair we both walk over to Ashton's. We say hello to the boys and continue our regular day conversations.

"Um, Skylar can I talk to you for a sec?" Ashton asks nervously. I nod confusedly and we walk into his bedroom.

"What's up Ash?" I ask as we sit on his bed.

"Well, there's something I need to talk to you about but I don't want you to be mad." He says quietly. I nod.

"Okay? Just tell me I'm right here." I say placing my hand on his shoulder.

"Well, I've been talking to mom a lot lately and we both are really worried about you."

"What do you mean?" I ask with a slight head tilt. I know what he means.

"I know you're not as okay as you keep telling me Skylar. I want to help you, I know all these changes have been hard for you and I think that, oh god I can't believe I'm saying this,um I think you should maybe go somewhere."

"I'm confused Ashton. Like a trip?"

"Not exactly. Just, I talked to Harry and he offered taking you to England with him during the 1D hiatus." My heart stops. He wants to send me away?

"You really don't want me here?" I ask quietly.

"No, of course I want you here, and I really really don't want you to go. I would be lost without you but I would feel like a dick if I didn't tell you."

"I-I don't know."

"If you want to go you can. Just think about it Okay?" I nod and we both stand up. I grab Ashton's hand before he walks out of the room.

"Does anyone else know about this?"

"Only you me and Harry."

"Don't tell anyone." Ashton nods and we walk back out to join everyone.

"You okay?" Luke asks as I sit down next to him again. I nod with a fake smile. What am I going to do.