Meant to Be... l.h.

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I couldn't do it. I got to his apartment and chickened out. I'm leaving in 6 Days and I still haven't told my boyfriend.

"Skylar, you need to tell him." Ashton tells me. He is at my apartment helping me pack up all of my stuff. I let out a sigh.

"I know, I, just scared."

"You don't need to be scared, Luke loves you and will understand."

"I don't know."

"That's it." He puts down the box he is currently packing and walks over to me.
"You are going to go tell him right now and don't come back until he knows." Ashton literally pushes me out of the door and to Luke's. I roll my eyes and take a deep breathe and knock on the door three times before taking a step back and waiting for the door to open. Sure enough the door was swung back revealing Luke. He smiles at me and signals for me to come in.

"Hey what's up."

"I need to talk to you." I say sitting on the couch with Luke following my actions.

"Okay? What's up" I take a deal breathe. This is it.

"Um, i-I'm leaving." I whisper barely audible. I watch him give me a confused smirk.

"What do you mean?"

"I'm going to England for a year."

"Why?"

"I'm staying with Harry for a year."

"You rather be with HIM than ME!" He's getting angry.

"It's not like that at all! I want to stay so bad but-"

"Then why don't you stay!" Now we are yelling at each other.

"God dammit Luke! Can't you see that I'm not happy here!" I now noticed the tears running down my cheeks.

"But you love it here! You told me your dream was to be in LA. How can you just forget about that! And us! I mean what about Ashton and Michael and Calum. What about me!"

"I'm not happy here Luke. I need to get away. I'm sorry." I cry. Luke rolls his eyes.

"If you really want to choose him over me, then don't expect me to be waiting for you when you get back." He says with no emery ion behind his voice.

"Luke you don't mean that."

"But I do. I'm not wasting my time in someone who doesn't love me."

"I do Luke, I love you so much!"

"Just leave Rose." I shake my head and stand up walking to his door. I walk out of his apartment without another word. I walk straight into my apartment slamming the door behind me causing Ashton to jump.

"What happened." He asks rushing over to me.

"He's done with me! He thinks I rather be with Harry than him!" I cry into Ashton's chest. He runs my back and comforts me by telling me everything will be okay.

"It's okay Skylar, he's just surprised that's all. He'll come around." No he won't. I've never seen him this mad before.
"Don't let him get in the way of you going and having fun."

"He's right though. This IS my dream. I always wanted to be in Los Angeles and now I'm just leaving."

"It's for a year Skylar. LA will be here for you when you come back." I nod my head. After about two more hours of me crying and Ashton comforting me, we finished packing and went to bed. I just hope Luke will come around before I leave in 6 Days.