My Everything, Lisoo

Memories of the Past (Part 1) - Nightmare?

Jisoo POV

I also love you ... Lisa and
I still remember everything about you ... everything you told to me....
I just don't want you to go back to your past...

Especially the day you told to me ....about you... I am happy because you remember about me everything
But...but please don't try to remember everything ...

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Past ... 7 years ago...

Lisa was also an another trainee like me who wanted to become a signer...

We were on the same entertainment....
We glued each other later because I found out that she was pretty funny and so friendly... I was so lonely before she joined to our entertainment and

after she joined, my world became totally changed...

We became energy and strength for each other when we were so tired because of intense training...and many other things...

One day we got a holiday from our agency and we decided to visit a park together and watched movie together and had a nice time...

That night she told me that she is falling in love with me ...

"Jisoo, I knew that dating is prohibited in our company and they will kick out us if they knew .... but but Jisoo .... I can't resist it anymore.... It's ok ... you don't want to love me back.... but Jisoo ... I just want you to know that I love you so much and .... if you want me to leave from our entertainment, I can... Jisoo but before that I want let you to know that you are my life"

I was surprised because of her sudden confession...

"You selfish Monkey.... you talk to me what you want and you want to run away after making me wavering to you" I hit her ...

But I also couldn't deny her because I was also in the same stage with her.... I also love her....

"I also love you, Monkey" I hug her tightly and it was the most happiest day for us...

that day was we officially become a couple and we decided to hid about us to everyone....

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After six months of becoming a couple without knowing anyone ... one thing I realized is that although I always told to Lisa about my family and everything, she was always the one who listened what I said and
never told me about her especially about her family....

I was alway wondering but I never forced her to say about it

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We finally got a vacation for 10days and our entertainment allowed us to go back to our parents house...

At that time, Lisa firstly requested me ...

"Jisoo, can you go a trip together with me? I don't want to go back home... can you stay with me for about three days or two days? I knew that you may also be missing your parents... but please let me become a selfish person this time also, Choo..."

" I could not resist her of course and we decided to go together to Busan for 5 days and after that trip, I will go back home but for Lisa, she will go back to our entertainment earlier.... I couldn't understand her at all at that time"

" that night was the first time we shared a bed together... I pretended to sleep first because I didn't know how to do and how to react"

Lisa also slept beside me while hugging me tightly....

I couldn't sleep.....at all ....but Lisa was sleeping like a baby.....

At midnight... I woke up because of the frightening voice that was from Lisa...

"Mom .... please don't cry... please ...
.... please don't leave me ....I am sorry I am sorry ....Mom...." 
Lisa's whole body was covered with sweat and she may be having a nightmare....

"Lisa... Lisa .... please wake up... Lisa... that's just a dream... it' will be alright when you wake up...Baby ... please"

I didn't know why I felt so sad while seeing Lisa's crying and she looked suffering pain...

Lisa finally woke up ...with sadness eyes... I can't never forget about that eyes ....

"Baby... Are you ok? What's happening? It was just a nightmare ...everything is fine now... Baby...Do you want to drink water?" Although I asked her a thousand questions,

her answer was "let's go back to sleep, I'm ok ..." she hug me tightly like she wanted to hide her body with my body...

I just let and allow her to do what she could comfort herself and ...

I was rubbing her back softly and ... we tried to fall a sleepy again and at that time...

"It was not a nightmare ...
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and it was my past"
she said with a small voice...which included sadness.....