Beautiful Disaster

Secret

He turned at the fork in the road and down toward the cabin. He was right everyone was there he pulled up and parked behind Benji's car.
"I'll be right back don't get out of the truck"
Both girls looked around Akemi was peterifed.
" Don't worry about me Manuel I'm staying put. I don't want to be here any longer than I have too"
He looked back over at Yareli
"Can I trust you to stay here"
"What's that look for? Yeah, yeah I'll stay here"
He got out walked up the steps to the front door. Octavia stopped him on his way in. He shoved her aside.
" Not now Puppet" he said irritated.
"Oh it's like that now"
"Shut up don't you need to be working a corner"
You know what Prophet fuck you"
"Nah I'm straight I'd much rather find Tatiana"
"What the fuck who is this female? And why do I keep hearing this chicks name"
" Ugh is she here?"
" Do I look like a fucking babysitter?"
"It's a yes or no puppet!"
Ughhh " forget it dumb bitches"
He walked inside yelling her name. He seen some of his homies and stopped to ask them.
"Yo hey you seen Tatiana? Is she here?"
" Yeah, yeah she out back by the patio we seen her with Benji, Jasmin. Orianna and I think Sleepy and Sancho too."
Manuel walked out by the patio he seen that Tatiana was sitting on Benji's lap. In a deep make out session.
Jasmin glanced over and seen Manuel. She jumped up and sprinted up to him. She turned him around and back into the house.
"What the fuck is Benji doing wit my girl?"
" Benji does what Benji wants you know that"
Tatiana got up to go grab another beer when she seen Manuel and Jasmin exchanging words through the glass doors to the patio. She wanted to hid. But there was no place to go she quickly walked around to the front when Manuel came through the front door to the cabin.
"Tatiana!"
She stopped scared to death on what he might do. She acted surprised
"Manuel hey what .... Are you doing here?"
" I want to know what the fuck your thinking?"
Tatiana got mad how is he going to act like her father in front of all of these guys. She yelled " I don't need a babysitter I'm a big girl I can handle myself Manuel!"
"Get in the truck I'm taking your drunk ass home now!"
She starts staggering and says " I'm staying with Jasmin you can leave."
"I'm not leaving without you i'm taking your ass home your drunk!"
"Oh so now you care why is that Manuel? Does it have anything to do with Benji showing interest?"
"Tatiana shut the fuck up and get your ass in the damn truck!"
"Come on Manuel just admit it your jealous!"
"I'm not going there"
"Let's go there"
"Bitch shut up"
Tatiana just kept getting more cocky and louder to the point her voice carried. And became more obnoxious. Manuel was always nothing but great to her. Benji came around the corner of the house wanting to know what all of the camotion was about. Manuel told him everything was good he wanted to take his girl home.
"Alright homie later"
And He walked back to the party. Manuel had, had enough so he walked right up to her grabbed her by the hair and dragged her ass to the truck. Akemi moved toward the way back. He shoved her into the backseat and climbed in with her he told the girls to get out and go inside.
Akemi and Yareli both got out and ran inside without looking back woundering if he was going to leave them there. Or if he was going to hurt Tatiana.
Manuel held her down she didn't even try to fight him off at first.
" You want to act like a slut? And disrespect me in front of my homeboys huh?" He slaps her face.
" just cause you my girl don't give you a free pass in acting like a whore"
"Manuel I'm sorry please let go of my arms your hurting me" as she started to cry she was in shock. And froze. He bashed her head into the seat. And tore her romper. He took out his piece and shoved it inside her. Rocking back in forth. She was begging for him to stop. But he kept going.
" Please Manuel I'm sorry stop it hurts please stop"
"You want to act like a slut I'm going to fuck you like one"
The tears continued to roll down her cheek. As her body became numb.
Manuel wanted to make sure everyone knew she was his and only his. He thought the only way was to try and get her pregnant. He came inside her. When he pulled out he kissed her forehead. Told her to fix herself and to get in the front seat. He fixed his pants and got out and walked inside to get the girls. They went back to the truck got in and drove off. He dropped off Akemi and Yareli first.
Instead of bringing Tatiana home he brought her to his place. Where he raped her over and over again. He acted like everything he was doing was normal. That she deserved it. He dropped her off at the corner and told her to get out and wait for his call. She was sobbing. She felt disgusting and dirty. She made it home. Thanking the lord that her father wasn't home from work yet. She went to her room grabbed some clothes and a towel from the closet. She Got in the shower and tried to scrub her body with the soap. She felt that she could t get him off her. The continued to cry. She fell to the bottom of the tub crawled up into a ball. She noticed that there was blood. She cleaned herself off and got out. She got dressed and walked out the bathroom when her father came through the front door.
"Hey Tatiana I got a call that you weren't in school today?"
"Yeah I'm sick"
" Do you want some soup?'
"No thanks I just want to go back to bed"
"Okay if you need anything let me know"
"Thanks I'm okay"
But really she was anything but fine. She was at a lost of words. She still in shock as to what happened. She went to her room and laid on her bed crawled into a ball. She texted Jasmin and told her that she was bleeding and if something was wrong.
Jasmin explained that it is completely normal for being a persons first time. She was happy for her that she finally did it. But she didn't tell Jasmin that it was consentual. And it was nothing like she wanted it to be.
Over the next few weeks Tatiana kept quiet. She went to school and at lunch she would meet up with her father. She didn't talk to Akemi or Yareli. She became distant. She hadn't seen Manuel or even spoke to him. She didn't think she would ever be able to face him again. The bruses that were on her wrist were finally starting to fade. But her wounds on the inside were still very fresh.
It was two weeks before school ended Jasmin called Tatiana and wanted to hangout. That she needed to have some fun. She couldn't keep hiding and staying locked up in her room forever. She still didn't tell anyone about the day at the cabin with Manuel. She felt ashamed. And maybe because of the way she was dressed they would think she asked for it. Anyways Tatiana agreed that she could use some company. So Jasmin and Orianna showed up with goodies and a movie. And a lil special something. So Tatiana glanced at the movie.
"Blood in Blood out"
Jasmin laughed "this is the best movie please tell me you've seen this right"
That sat down watching the movie and pigging out. Shooting shit.
Orianna pulled out the lil plastic bag from her purse. And set up the lines.
Jasmin rubbed her hands together excited. "Alright girl now it's time to really get the party started."
Tatiana laughed "okay then"
Orianna did a line and then Jasmin. Tatiana was confused it was her turn. Jasmin looked at her
" Go for it lil mama it won't bit promise you'll feel so much better."
Tatiana thought what the hell so she did a line and then it was two. She was high as a kite. But she was feeling amazing.
After that night things only got better. Tatiana would go to school and then sneek out to go meet up with Jasmin. They would smoke a little. Do a few lines. Benji even sent her on a mission. To prove her loyalty. She passed. Tatiana was really starting to catch feelings for Benji. He made her feel special. And Jasmin was lit Tatiana really didn't understand why Akemi and Yareli had problems with her. She hadn't been nothing but nice and a great friend. Tatiana enjoyed being around her. She loved the feeling of living on the edge and being risky. She felt like a different person.
It was Friday school got out early it was the last day. Jasmin was supposed to meet up with Tatiana at the spot but she didn't show. So she decided to walk on over to her place.
She knocked on the door Benji answered half naked.
He answered surprised "hey lil Mami"
"Hey J was supposed to meet up with me but she didn't show"
"Ahh nah she had to go handle some business"
"Alight then"
" Hey you can hang with me for a minute I'm alone"
She thought this would be her moment to shine.
"Okay"
She went inside and sat on the couch. And they started making out again. But this time it went further. They both decided to finish what they started in his room. They were really getting into it when Jasmin walked in on them.