A/N: Flashback
Chapter 18// It can't be.
As I looked around I wonder why people here in the New York City has a poker face as they talked to their phone while walking down the streets.
Yes, I'm here in the New York City. Matapos kasi mangyari ang isang makamundong pangyayari sa eroplanong iyon papuntang France I try my best to hide with that man so I decided to fly again here in New York, one day after that unexpected accident.
Maybe, what happened in that airplane helped me, somehow, to forget the pain in my heart? I dunno. Para kasi siyang nagsilbing distractions. Ngayon ko lang kasi napagtanto ng maayos na napakalaking kamalian pala ang ginawa ko. Giving my body with a stranger. Pathetic right. Pero yun na yun. Hindi ko na mababawi pa ang nangyari. I can't undo it anymore. I can't undo the past. So I'm trying again to accept what I've done, I've lost. I'm trying to move on...?.
I took a deep breath. This past two weeks that I'm here in the City hindi parin mawala wala ang mga pangyayaring gusto kong takasan. Tumayo ako sa kinauupuan ko at nagsimulang maglakad.
"What the heck!" sigaw ko. Nabunggo kasi ako ng lalaking nagmamadali at hindi man lang humingi ng sorry. Wala man lang manners. Bakit kasi sobra sila kung makapagrush. Trying their best to race with time to earn money. Puro sila pera. Pare pareho ang mga tao. Money is the very important for them—- but not me. EXCEPT ME. Because I was taking my precious time wandering around, doing nothing.
Yeah, right now I'm been drinking for some reason. Or maybe I just felt like drinking. I squeezed my eyes.
Naglalabo na kasi ang paningin ko. That's why I'm trying my best to walk in the nearest store ng hindi mawawalan ng malay . Because this time, Feeling ko mahihimatay na ako, nawawalan na ako ng lakas at baka madapa sa sahig everytime people bumped to me.
"Please give me a strong one. Just fixed something. " I told to the lady at the counter pagpasok ko sa isang coffee shop. It's not my first time here in the New York so don't worry about me guys. I'm still okay. I can handle it. Hahaha
"Okay" she smiled.
BINABASA MO ANG
The Unfaithful Wife
General FictionI'm sorry. It was my mistake. It was my choice and my decision to be his other woman." Celine Yanne Carrera
