s e e i n g b l i n d

d a n i e l

i woke up not knowing where i was and I was terrified as i saw bright lights and people talking everywhere

"De ble begge skutt og drept, en med bare sår i beinet, sannsynligvis vil bli lammet, den andre ble erklært død på åstedet ..."

i started panicking and looking around for caelum, i could barley see but from the looks of it, i was attached to a bunch of tubes in a hospital bed, i couldn't feel my legs and i could barley tell what i could feel

my mind instantly went to screaming for caelum, i had to know if he was okay, i needed to know if he was still alive, he couldn't be dead, we couldn't be the people the doctors were talking about, not us, we were stronger than that, we were in love and no one could take that away, so i began to sit up and yell

"caelum! caelum hvor er du! caelum kan du høre , CAELUM!"

i could sense the doctors rushing over to me but i still couldn't see them, i could barley hear them, i felt trapped

"sir, vi trenger at du skal roe deg ned!"

they pushed me back in my bed, i started to regain some of my vision, i looked over to see a lifeless body next to me, the doctors tried to close the curtain but it was to late, i had already saw him, there he was, the love of my life, my best friend, laying lifeless on the bed, pale, eyes closed and head gushing out blood, a bullet wound causing it, he was gone

i shook my head and cried

"caelum..."

...

a few hours later i woke up again in the same room, but this time, caelum was gone, i looked around, i looked everywhere, i tried so hard to move but i couldn't, it was no use, caelum and i were those people

the one whos paralyzed and the one that was pronounced dead

why wasn't it me, why couldn't it have been me, why...

i saw the doctor walk in again as i was staring at the wall beside the door

he placed his papers down and sat down looking at me with a sad expression

i knew why he was sad, my boyfriend was dead, he wasn't coming back, they couldn't save him, i won't see his smile anymore, or hear his laugh and the last thing i said to him was lets go for a walk today love

no more i love you, no more us

"do you have anyone you'd like to call to come and see you and know about the news sir?"

i turned my head slowly and looked over at him

"my best friend...alexander asborn"

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a/n: okay these next few chapters will be sad, but i need to spread what really could happen around this platform, not everything is a romantic movie or fanfiction where everything turns out alright, this is real life stuff thats happening, and everyone should know about it.