s e e i n g b l i n d

a l e x a n d e r

after leaving caelums dorm and heading to thomas's dorm, my whole day shifted, something didn't feel right even though everything was okay when i left

thomas and i had been cuddling on his small couch while watching the titanic when i felt off, like something just happened

i didn't know what yet, but it felt like my heart knew i needed to check up on caelum

i told thomas and he understood and let me have some space, he walked to his small kitchen while i called caelum in the living area

NOW CALLING TWIN BROTHER CAELUM

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"Jeg beklager at personen du prøver å komme til ikke er tilgjengelig, legg igjen en melding etter tonen"

no answer

i was confused and waited for a few minutes, caelum always called me back if he missed my calls

but the longer i waited, i knew something didn't seem right, i was about to call daniel when my phone started vibrating, i smiled hoping it was caelum but my heart dropped seeing who was calling

NORWAY LOCAL HOSPITAL IS CALLING...

my heart began to race as i picked up the phone

"hallo er denne alexander asborn"

my breath hitched as i answered the man behind the phone

"yes, this is him"

there was a small silence and i saw thomas come into the living room with a sad expression

"Mr. Asborn, i'm sorry to inform you this but your best friend has been shot and is paralyzed"

my heart dropped, caelum and daniel were with each other on a walk today, i felt tears sting my eyes as the man continued with a sad sigh

"and your brother caelum asborn was shot and killed and pronounced dead at the seen"

i dropped the phone and fell to the ground screaming

"no, no, no, no, no, NO!"

i felt thomas run and hold me as i screamed and cried

"NEI! CAELUM HVORFOR! NEI... NEI..."

i continued to scream and cry into thomas's shirt as he held me closely and whispered into my ear

"det er greit, jeg er så lei meg, det er greit"

...

only a few minutes later i found myself in caelums room, he was covered in white plastic, except for his face, i needed to see his face one more time, but it didn't look like caelums face, the pale, bloody face was not my twins and tomorrow i would wake up and have caelum come over and talk to me about being in love with daniel while i scoff and tell him love isn't real, but love is real, there love was real, and this, this was from hate, he was killed from hate and people who didn't think love was real

i leaned down and kissed caelums head, i had so many things i wanted to say and do, i looked at him one last time before covering his face with the white plastic

"du fortjente ikke denne smerten caelum, jeg er så lei ..."

i closed my eyes and turned slowly before opening them one more time and walking out of the room to head to daniels next door

as i reached daniels door i could only hear screaming cuss words and painful crying

oh daniel...

a/n:

so we have caelums side of this lgbt hate crime, daniels side and now alexanders side, these are the more emotional ones since they have known each other longer than thomas, nick and harrison have so for the next chapters they will probably be shorter and not very detailed but still emotional and meaningful