when harrison came back he had nick with him, nick quickly explained everything to me, i forgave him, i knew it wasn't his fault, i knew i couldn't lose him, i've known him for almost a year now, he was caelum's best friend, he wouldn't do that to me
i let nick and harrison stay out in the living space and clean up while i wrote another sad song in my room, i let lukas hang with me so he wasn't alone, i've met lukas once before when i first met harrison through nick, two months before i met thomas, lukas and i were friends until he moved out of town, he would have been a senior this year if he didn't graduate last year as a junior, after he graduated he dipped, and i don't blame him
"you gonna sing me what you're writing?"
i looked over at lukas and shook my head slowly
"it's just another sad song"
he chuckled and sat next to me on my piano bench
"c'mon, you need to let it out, besides, no one else is here"
he grabbed my hand and smiled causing me to smile
"its just you and me"
i nodded and started playing the keys, forgetting about everything and just letting go
.
Dirty tissues, trust issues
Glasses on the sink, they didn't fix you
Lonely pillows in a strangers bed
Little voices in my head
Secret keeping, stop the bleeding
Lost a little weight because I wasn't eating
All the songs that I can't listen to, to tell the truth
Loving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences
Hesitation, awkward conversation
Running on low expectation
Every siren that I was ignoring
I'm payin' for it
Loving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences
No, ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Said, ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Hey, no ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Loving you was dumb, dark and cheap
Loving you will still take shots at me
Found loving you was sunshine, but then it poured
And I lost so much more than my senses
'Cause loving you had consequences
Loving you
.
i sighed and stopped playing before looking back at lukas
he gave me a soft smile and pulled me into a hug, when we pulled away from each other, he had tears in his eyes, we chuckled and i leaned my head against his chest
he rubbed my bag and sighed
"how about we go to a get together with some of my friends, i'm sure you know them"
i looked up at him slowly
"parties and get togethers arent really my thing, who will be there?"
"harrison, nick, harry, me, timothy and elio, who are my friends, you haven't met them yet and you, if you wanna go, i won't force you"
i smiled and nodded
"sure i'll go, when and where?"
he smirked slightly and slowly pulled away from me and got up kissing my head and whispering
"jeg henter deg klokka 8"
and then he walked out, leaving a small smile on my face
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a/n:
okay so i didn't do alexander dirty, these next chapters and new characters are gonna give me a heart attack, hElP
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Romance"Å, min, min, du overrasket meg bare Og jeg kan ikke tro øynene mine Å, jeg må se blind Å nei, nå er du for god til å være min Nå ser jeg i øynene dine Å, jeg må se blind" /// social media x real life .... tom holland x male ocs
