s e e i n g b l i n d

h o l i d a y f e s t i v a l

{this is going to be a long chapter oop-}

as he always does before a big event he has to sing at, alexander stayed up all night perfecting his song's, he wrote them for thomas, they hadn't seen each other in almost a month so he wanted every word to count, when alexander finally thought he perfected the songs he worked on choosing an outfit, this holiday festival wasn't only to see thomas again but also it was for a grade, his final in the music program that could make him big and leave norway, go somewhere like LA and become an artist, or maybe just stay in norway, traveling to the states was never in his dreams, he loved the Europe and never really wanted to leave

thomas on the other hand had landed in norway the night before the festival, he was moving back into his old dorm with his brother and going into the acting program again, he had agreed because he missed norway, he missed school and acting, he missed his brother and best friends, he missed visiting caelums grave, he missed hanging with daniel to keep him company, he missed alexander...he was finally coming home

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at the festival alexander met up with harry and timothy backstage only a few more minutes before he had to go onstage

"er du klar for denne alexander?"

harry wanted everything to go well for thomas and alexander, he didn't like seeing people get hurt or be in misery, the night he finally met alexander he knew he had to help them out, because he was a brother to all and no one should feel like alexander and thomas did

"you're gonna do great alexander! good luck!"
alexander liked his new friendship with the two younger boys, it was like having two younger brothers, although he didn't like thinking about that since the younger two were dating

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"and next up for our holiday festival, my favorite student, alexander asborn singing two original songs!"

when alexander heard his name he felt his body go numb as someone pushed a microphone at him, he grabbed it and took a deep breath before walking on stage

when thomas heard alexander's name, he looked at his brother and timothy with wide eyes, they only smiled back at thomas before cheering for alexander

alexander was terrified to sing what he had wrote, he smiled and set up the microphone and piano before speaking

"hello everyone, i'm alexander asborn as most of you know me by the one guy who won't stop playing piano"

alexander smiled as the crowd laughed and his nerves slowly went away

"well today, i'm gonna sing two songs i wrote for someone special that i lost and pushed away and who i miss dearly, i hope you all enjoy"

alexander let out a shaky breath and looked at harry and timothy who had wide smiles on there faces, and he knew when he started the first song, this was it

"this first ones called the best part of me"

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My lungs are black, my heart is pure
My hands are scarred from nights before
And my hair is thin and fallin' out of all the wrong places
I am a little insecureMy eyes are crossed, but they're still blue
I bite my nails and tell the truth
I go from thin to overweight day-to-day it fluctuates
My skin is inked, but faded, tooBut he loves me, he loves me
Why the hell he love me
When he could have anyone else?
Oh, you love me, you love me
Why the hell d'you love me?
'Cause I don't even love myselfBaby, the best part of me is you
Lately, everything's makin' sense, too
Oh, baby, I'm so in love with youI overthink and still forgive
I lose my phone and place my bets
And I never catch the train on time, always thirty minutes behind
Your worries ain't seen nothin' yetBut you love me, you love me
Why the hell you love me so
When you could have anyone else?
Yeah, yeah
He loves me, he loves me
And I bet he never lets me go
And shows me how to love myself'Cause, baby, the best part of me is you
Whoa, lately, everything's makin' sense, too
Baby, I'm so in love with you
With youBaby, the best part of me is you
Whoa, lately, everything's making sense, too
Oh, baby, I'm so in love with you, oh
Baby, I'm so in love with you, yeah, yeah
Oh, baby, I'm so in love with you.

the crowd cheered and alexander smiled looking over to his friends who were maybe a little bit to excited when they cheered

"takk takk"

"this next one is a little more personal but not to much and i saved it for last because i think it needs to be heard and truly felt, this is too much too ask"

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Waiting here for someone
Only yesterday we were on the run
You smile back at me and your face lit up the sun
Now I'm waiting here for someoneAnd oh, love, do you feel this rough?
Why's it only you I'm thinking ofMy shadow's dancing
Without you for the first time
My heart is hoping
You'll walk right in tonight
Tell me there are things that you regret
'Cause if I'm being honest I ain't over you yet
That's all I'm asking
Is it too much to ask?
Is it too much to ask?Someone's moving outside
The lights come on down the drive
I forget you're not here when I close my eyes
Do you still think of me sometimes?And oh, love, watch the sun coming up
Don't it feel fucked up we're not in loveMy shadow's dancing
Without you for the first time
My heart is hoping
You'll walk right in tonight
And tell me there are things that you regret
'Cause if I'm being honest I ain't over you yet
That's all I'm asking
Is it too much to ask?My shadow's dancing
Without you for the first time
My heart is hoping
You'll walk right in tonight
And tell me there are things that you regret
'Cause if I'm being honest I ain't over you yetMy shadow's dancing
Without you for the first time
My heart is hoping
You'll walk right in tonight
And tell me there are things that you regret
'Cause if I'm being honest I ain't over you yet
That's all I'm asking
Is it too much to ask?That's all I'm asking
Is it too much to ask?
That's all I'm asking
Is it too much to ask?

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the crowd cheered again, a little louder than before, alexander stood up from his seat and smiled before taking a bow

"takk takk"

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when alexander got backstage he was crushed in a hug from harry, timothy, nick and harrison

they all cheered for him and hugged him tightly proud of their best friend for doing something magical

but the party soon died down when someone cleared there throat in front of them, they turned to see thomas standing there with flowers and a small smile, alexanders friends chuckled and walked away giving them space

slowly thomas walked up to a shocked alexander

"du var perfekt i kveld"

alexander teared up and smiled before shaking his head and smashing his lips onto thomas's

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a/n

endgame? endgame