s e e i n g b l i n d

a l e x a n d e r

my days start off all like the rest, I wake up and have no idea what i'm doing with my life but i act like i do as i head into the same boring private school, with the same boring people with my best friend daniel and my brother caelum, as always we headed to our classes and sat in the back of the room just waiting for this day to be over. only because nick robinson is throwing another rager and we so need to get in and get some drinks...and some dick along with it.

finally senior year was gonna start great, just drinking and getting dick without any concern in the world, don't catch feelings, don't get hurt. it's simple.

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"unngår du deg klar til rasen i kveld?"

my brother always asked the same question when we go to ragers

"are you ready for the rager"

of course we always say yes but sometimes I wanna punch him in the face for asking so much

"er vi klare? selvfølgelig er vi klare caelum"

we're always ready for ragers, even the ones we don't go to, there is always something or someone that can happen at ragers, so everyone pays attention to them

"alexander, vil du endelig skaffe deg en pikk i kveld?"

my best friend daniel laughs finally joining into our conversation, he knows its been a while since i've had a boyfriend or just dick in general , but even if I wanted it, sometimes waking up with a stranger in my bed didn't seem like my thing, my brother caelum was the bad boy and my best friend was the popular jock, I was the outside singer/songwriter no one payed attention to but them

"idk mann, våkner med en fremmed i sengen min? virker ikke som noe jeg vil ha"

they still laughed as we walked to my dorm after school ended

"men det kan gjøre en flott sang en dag alexander, stol på meg, gå til raseren, møte oss på sovesalen min klokka 8"

i sighed but nodded as they walked to daniels dorm room, probably to make out and smoke some more

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i walked into my dorm and dropped my keys, it was 6, i had two hours until i had to be at daniels dorm so we could walk to the rager that was gonna happen down the street

so I laid out a casual outfit, just jeans, my favorite t shirt and flannel and my bandana

once I was finished I sat down and continued to practice my song i started writing yesterday

i sat at my piano and started playing

"They say everything is temporary
Who the hell are they anyways
I wanna know where does love go to die
Is it some sad empty castle in the skies?
Did we just shoot too high and spoil like wine?You walked by and it's like our bodies never touch
No love, you hold me close, but I don't fell much
I cry, maybe time isn't on our side
We had a thing but we lost it
One more go, I kinda thought if we took it slow
It might be easier for us, yeah for us to know
I know we never been quite here before
I wish I knew it when we lost it"

i pushed away and sighed writing a few more lyrics before before hopping in the shower, once i got out, i quickly changed and headed out to daniels dorm

once i got there it was 8pm on the dot

"du klar fest pooper"

caelum laughed as daniel and him met me outside his dorm

i rolled my eyes and started walking across the street to the house that was blaring music

"la oss få dette over med tapere"

and so our night began

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a/n: alright so i planned out this book and im really excited boys