[ Dear Rumor // Minsung ]

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Friday, 10: 13 pm.

/Homies/

KangooBang

So, a week and a half passed, are y'all ok ?

HHyunjin

I'm great, I don't know what to do though.

Meanhoe

Dude we got expelled for two weeks.

HHyunjin

I think that I noticed that.

HugeChicken

I'm good guys, how's Jisung ?

Btw did any of you saw Changbin ?

KangooBang

I didn't saw him and he shut his phone down.

Meanhoe

Jisung's better, he's coming back to school with us monday.

SpearBin

Hey guys.

HHyunjin

DUDE ? Where were you ?

SpearBin

Huh, I hanged out with Jisung's bestfriend, Felix.

Meanhoe

The fuck, you met him ?

SpearBin

He much came to me.

First.

I'm sorry for being Missing In Action guys.

And I apologise, I should've helped out.

HHyunjin

No, we much prefer that you didn't do nothing, don't worry. You would've been in trouble because of us ok ? Don't worry.

SpearBin

But still.

Meanhoe

Don't worry bro.

SpearBin

So I met Felix and he explained me the whole situation with Jisung and all.

Actually he was really nice, he said that Jisung was calling him when the shit had started so he was worried because he wasn't responding to him.

KangooBang

Wait as in, Felix, Lee Felix ?

SpearBin

Yes.

Meanhoe

Yes.

KangooBang

Oh I know him, he's cool and aussie mate.

HHyunjin

Where ??

Meanhoe

Really ? It's starting to become an obsession at this point.

HugeChicken

It already is.

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Saturday, 12: 24 pm.

Jisung sat there at the table, he wasn't that hungry. He got discharged a few days ago, and now he didn't know how to face his family.

The silence was so disturbing and heavy, he wanted to bury himself but then again, that was running away from his problems.

" Mom ? "

" Yes ? "

She looked at him.

" I-, I'm sor-, I don't know, I'm so-. "

" What are you sorry about ? "

" I don't know, I didn't talk to you or anything. "

" Even if two people from the same gender being in a couple isn't part of my principles, you are still my child and I still love you the same as before. I understand, you don't need to be sorry, maybe it's my fault too, because I may not have put you in a comfortable atmosphere for you to tell me. And you also were stressed and traumatized because of your progenitor too. You are all grown up now, I'm proud of you, my son. I love you so please, don't ever overcome difficulties without the help of anyone. I'm here for you, no, we are here for you. "

The words were stucked in his troat, his eyes teary, he didn't know how to express his feelings. She looked at him with proud and loving eyes, he was so grateful.

" I-, thank you mom. "

She hugged him and smiled.

" C'mon, c'mon, stop crying, ok ? "

She wiped his tears and hers.

" How about we beat the ass of that girl who spread rumors about you honey ? And also the one who bruised your boyfriend ? "

" Sounds good ah ah. "

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Saturday, 5: 44 pm.

" No ! For once you listen to me please ! "

" I'm sorr-. "

" Why ?! Am I not your brother ? Am I not the one you spend the past 17 years with ? Then why don't you trust me a little ? I told you already that you could rely on me but all you do is playing as a good friends who doesn't want to bother !? "

" I wa afraid ok !? I'm always afraid of nothing, I'm afraid of everyone abandoning me. I'm afraid of people looking at me, talking in my back when they aren't. I have anxiety because I'm afraid that if I tell anyone that I'm scared of being loved they leaved me. I have anxiety, because I have a trauma of family leaving my sides ! "

" SO WHAT !? Is it a reason to shut yourself from everyone ! Now you got another trip to the hospital, I'll always support you and you don't understand. I know that you are afraid ok ! I'm always waiting for you, at the end I don't even know much about you. "

Jeongin looked at him right in the eyes, both were at the verge of crying.

" You don't know how much it hurts to see you suffer and not say anything because you didn't want to talk about it so I let it go. How much I regret now. "

He cried, Jisung put his arms around him.

" You don't know how much it hurts, I'm always afraid that I'll never see you again. "

Jeongin hugged him tight and closed his eyes, letting his tears fall down on his shoulder.

" Please, rely more on us, we'll never let you down. "

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Sorry for the late update.

I heard some of you had already start school, good luck lmao. Don't forget to take care of yourself first.