it's been well over a month since we last spoke.
do i miss you?
yes.
all i can do is cry while reflecting on the fact that no matter how hard i could've tried, this would happen.
all i want is one message.
one message on why you gave up.
i have no idea how long i will wait for that message but i always will.
no matter how many people tell me that you're a bitch and i should just forget about you, i won't and never will.
ill never get over the friendship we once had.
the bond that lasted almost one exact year.
this time last year we would talk for hours,
and now,
i just sit up every night wishing it were the same.
everyday i try and convince myself to message you,
but i can't.
i always wonder if this is just some fucked up fate and that one day we will work our way back to friendship,
but that's highly unlikely.
i remember when i read your chapter.
i sat there,
10ish o'clock at night,
bawling my eyes out.
once again i waited for that text for weeks,
and all i got was a chapter.
all i want you to know is,
if you ever gave a shit,
please message me.
im begging you.
i just need to know why.
