You always listen to me,
Thank you.
But whenever you tell me to talk to you if I'm thinking about doing something to harm myself, I feel ill.
I feel ill because I can't trust you enough with that.
You always tell me you care but I know deep down you don't.
There's always this confusion because sometimes when I talk to you, I feel loved or appreciated.
You confuse me with your words when you tell me you're interested because I know that by tomorrow you will feel differently towards me.
I have mixed emotions towards you. Sorry.
Sometimes I love you and just want to run to your house yet other times I just want to cry.
You talk to the girls I despise. I don't know what you say to them but I know what you want out of it. And it's what most boys in the area want. Sex.
If that's all you want from me then just leave me alone.
I love you and hate you.
