*Alex's Pov*
I was right it did go everywhere and it hasen't died down that much. Luckily I hardly go on social media anymore. But when I go out in public now I get noticed. What I find so weird though is a fan of Shawn's called me Alexandra and I said it was just Alex and now everything mentioning me says Alex in it.
I lay down on the couch to see that James Corden is on so I decide to watch and Shawn's on. I didn't even know he was in LA.
"So when does the tour start?" James asks.
Tour what tour?
"In 3 days I'm really excited," Shawn smiles.
What the fuck! How could he not tell me this.
"Okay you heard it here go get your tickets for Shawn Mendes' Illuminate tour before they all sell out, he will be singing one of his new songs Bad Reputation after this," James says.
I pick up my phone and I click on Shawn's contact and I try what to say to him.
Alex- What the fuck Shawn, I'm watching the late late Show, Why didn't you tell me?
Shawn- I'm sorry Alex I can't talk right now I'm about to go on.
Tears fill my eyes as I read this message. I don't know if I'm more upset that he is going on tour or that he didn't tell me. I start balling crying. As Shawn sings I can tell that I'm going through his mind. I've been really distracted this year was meant to be drama free but the only thing it's ben is dramatic. I walk up to my room and I lay on my bed crying and I slowly drift to sleep.
I wake up and I look at my clock and it's 1.35. Jesus I slept in late. Everything that happened last night hits me like a tonne of bricks and it hurts like hell. I get up and I look out my window to see Shawn pulling up in his Jeep. I run down the stairs and I walk out to meet him tears already streaming down my face.
"What the hell are you doing here," I yell.
"I had to explain," Shawn says.
"Don't Shawn don't. Who are we kidding we have known each other for what 8 months," I say but he interrupts me.
"9," Shawn says.
"You don't get it Shawn, we don't actually know each other, we don't actually have feelings for each other we are just a phase, Shawn you don't need to explain," I cry.
"Don't say that Alex, I know I should have told you, I do, but it hurt so much and if I told you I was going to be leaving you would distance yourself from me and that would have killed me," Shawn cries tears streaming down his face.
"You did that on your own," I say, "Bye Shawn have a good tour have a good life just leave me out of it."
"No we can't leave it like this," Shawn says.
"Shawn, I don't know what else to do here, you did this all to yourself and I don't want to have to pick up the pieces after you break them I wont," I say as a black truck pulls up and starts taking pictures, "Shawn what ever's done is done, Bye," I say walking inside.
"Alex," Shawn yells but I ignore him.
I can't believe what just happened. He meant so much to me and now he's probably out of my life forever. Everything's changed and nothing will ever be the same.
Will I just become a distant memory to him? Will I always just be the girl with the bad reputation? Will I ever see him again?
Bad Reputation-Shawn Mendes
*She's got a bad reputation
she takes the long way home
and all my friends seen her naked
or so the story goes
mistakes we all make them
but they don't let it go, no
'cause she's got a bad reputation
but I know what they don't
And I don't care what they say about you baby
they don't know what you've been through
trust me I could be the one to treat you like a lady
let me see what's underneath, all I need is you
She's got a bad reputation
nobody gets to close
a sight of a soul when it's breaking
making my heart grow cold
and into the deep where she's sinking
I'm begging her please don't let go
She's got a bad reputation
but she's all that, all I want though
And I don't care what they say about you baby
they don't know what you've been through
trust me I could be the one to treat you like a lady
let me see what's underneath, all I need is you
Nobody knows the way that I know I said
Nobody knows the weight that's on her shoulders said
nobody knows the way that I know I said
She got a bad She got a bad
Nobody knows the way that I know I said
Nobody knows the weight that's on her shoulders said
nobody knows the way that I know I said
She got a bad She got a bad
And I don't care what they say about you baby
they don't know what you've been through
trust me I could be the one to treat you like a lady
let me see what's underneath, all I need is you
And I don't care what they say about you baby
they don't know what you've been through
trust me I could be the one to treat you like a lady
let me see what's underneath, all I need is you
She's got a bad reputation
she takes the long way home*
The End
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Bad Reputation. ||Shawn Mendes ||
Fanfiction"Why was everyone looking at you this morning?" Shawn asks. "I have what you could call a bad reputation," I smirk. ------------------ Alexandra Ellie Jones is just a normal 18 year old girl until Shawn Mendes transfers into her school. Will her yea...
