I slept softly in my bed, The breeze from the window taking me into an even deeper sleep. It's been about a year and a half since I last saw Envy, And honestly, I missed him. Every time I would travel to central to visit Lailah, I would try to find him, but I never succeeded. I wanted to see the man I loved, And I wanted to tell him. Will I ever have the chance?
I woke up in the middle of the night to a pounding headache. I was picturing small fragments things that were as clear as a memory, But I didn't recall.
Pain.
It was worse than any other pain I've felt. The feeling like being torn apart with a little bit of pleasure and a lot of fear. My eyes were squinted shut, I opened my eyes to see Envy
Before the memory faded.
Fear.
It filled me as I ran from him to the closest person. Lust
Then the memory faded.
Relief.
It washed over me as Lust lent me her clothes, But then there was Wrath to erase my memory
Then the memory faded.
Panic.
It enveloped me as Wrath entered the room with a cup of me to drink. He said that it would "Make me feel better". I drank it.
The memory Ended.
I remembered it all. Waking up, Cuddled up next to Envy, getting breakfast, hiding with Envy from Pride, Envy explaining everything about the Homunculi to me, telling me about Their sacrifices, Him threatening me about the sacrifices, Wrath leaving, Envy and I fighting while he's gone, Envy threatening to take advantage of me, me freaking out, Envy storming out, Pride trying to kill me, Envy saving me, Pride and Envy fighting, Wrath coming back telling Pride that I was a sacrifice, Me telling Wrath about Envy's threat, Wrath letting him, Envy pinning me to the corner. Taking advantage of me, Me running to Lust for help, Her giving me clothes, Wrath saying he was going to erase my memory, then him coming in and erasing my memory, Then me waking up and not remembering anything...my body aching and the warmth in my abdomen from Envy, The cut on my cheek from Pride, And Envy's visible guilt later on when I was. It all happened.
I also remembered me asking Envy to make me feel the warmth again and freaking out when he tried to do it again, Wrath comforting me during my breakdown, then losing my memory again.
At first I was terrified. Envy taking advantage of me? The man I love? I didn't want to believe it. But the more I thought about it, The more that I calmed down about it
He regretted it
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The Girl and the Sin
Fanfic14 year old Mira Jared, was childhood friends with Ed, Al, and Winry. She grew up on a little farm in Resembool with her sister Lailah, who is 8 years older than her. Their parents passed away the same way as Ed and Al's mother did. Lailah had to go...
