The Girl and the Sin

Welcome Home

I ran into Roxanne's arms, sobbing. "No, No, NO!" I cried. "This can't be real!" Roxanne hugged me tightly. "Why are you so upset?" She asked me. I cried into her shoulder. "Oh Roxanne, I have so much to tell you!" I cried.

I told Roxanne everything, and she was pissed. She hugged me tightly as I sobbed. I can't have a baby! I thought. I'm not ready! I cried more. But another thought came to my mind. I wanted a kid forever, I should be happy about this. Now I couldn't help but smile. This is my chance to get close to Envy...if he comes home of course. I sighed and hugged Roxanne tighter. He will.

By now, I had stopped crying. "You gonna be alright?" Roxanne asked me. I nodded. "Y-Yeah," I smiled with my tear streaken face. "You're smiling?" She looked confused. "Roxanne, I've wanted a kid FOREVER! Now I'll have it!" I grinned. Roxanne gave me another quick hug. "Alright...I'll do the best I can to stop this..I promise, Mira." She said, then headed off.

I sat at home wondering. What's the baby gonna be like? Is it a girl or a boy? Will Envy Be mad? I gasped. ENVY! My blood drained. What would he think? Will be be mad? pissed? Furious?! I took a deep breath. I can't think about the worst case scenario. Think about the good things. I thought. Maybe he'll be thrilled! Maybe this will cause him to love me..

~~~~~~~~~~~Weeks Later~~~~~~~~~~~

I stared at the wall, then heard a knock on the door. I got up, Feeling sick. I walked to the door and opened it. My eyes instantly brightened.

It was Envy. He was home.

"You're ACTUALLY home!" I cried happily, hugging the tall Palm tree. He chuckles and hugged me back. "Of course I'm back!" He smiled letting go. I hugged Wrath and Pride behind him. "So, Where's This Boyfriend of yours?" Envy said with a sort of faked happiness. Oh, now I have to tell him... I thought, my heart dropping.

Not Even a week ago, Thomas....Expired. I told Roxanne about every time, 4 times a week, Every week. Roxanne got PISSED. Just say Roxanne + Knife +Thomas = Dead Body...

"I should show the boys to their rooms, they look like they need some rest."I said. Envy looked back at the exhausted boys and nodded I lead the boys upstairs to their rooms, helping change them out of their Homunculus outfits into more comfortable clothes, then tucked them into their beds, where they fell asleep right away. Closing their doors, I walked back down the stairs to Envy. "L-Lets sit down and talk.." I suggested. Envy nodded. We headed to the couch and sat down, Him next to me. I sighed. "Well...about my boyfriend," I said boyfriend with a toxic tone. I hated the word from hearing Thomas use it, But the way Envy said it sounded amazing, if only it was about him. "H-....he's dead.."

Not Even a week ago, Thomas....Expired. He fell asleep in a bad position while drunk and choked to death on his own vomit...or at least that's what the military told me. But Roy could always be hiding things from me.

"He's Dead? I-I'm so sorry." Said Envy. I held back a cold laugh. "Don't Be. He was Horrible. He...Did horrible things." I said. Anger grew in his eyes and he growled. "What did he do?!"

"H-He.....He f-forced m-me to-" Envy cut me off and hugged me tightly, understanding perfectly what I was trying to say. "E-Envy, Not too Tight-" I said, My nausea growing. He let go and looked at me. "Why?" My nervousness grew. Should I tell him? I took a deep breath, I'm going to. I'm going to tell him.

"I-I'm Pregnant," I stuttered. Envy's eyes widened. "What!?" He growled. "That bastard! Doing that to my Mira!" I blushed. "Thinking out loud, Much?" Envy looked to me and his face went bright red. I giggled slightly. "W-well, Envy.. I want to be yours. I've loved you since I met you," I looked down and Envy was awestruck. Then it happened.

His lips captured mine gently, and I almost instantly melted into him. I kissed him back and wrapped my arms around his neck. He picked me up and Held me while we kissed. After a while, the kiss was sadly over. I hugged him tightly. Then a thought came to my mind. What would it feel like with him? Would it hurt like it did with Thomas?

"E-Envy? C-Can we.......?" I stuttered, Making it obvious what I wanted. Envy looked at me, surprised, Then nodded. "If you want to," He said, I nodded. "I want to know what it feels like with someone who actually cares for me..." I muttered. He smiled and laid me down.

It started with gentle kisses on my lips down to my neck and chest. Clothes were tossed aside like rags and my nervousness grew. What if he'd be rough like he was before? Or like Thomas? I looked up at him. Into the eyes once filled with hatred and jealousy, But now filled with love and care.

We laid together after our "get together", our bodies pressed together. My face was buried in his chest. You may think it's strange, I was just taken advantage of a bunch of times by my "best friend" but now I let the man I love do it to me and I loved it. My body didn't ache like it did the first time with him, But it did have the pleasant warmth, And I think I knew what it was from. I kept thinking about my experience as I drifted off to sleep. When I woke up, Envy was up making breakfast. I stood, retrieving my clothes from the floor and putting them back on. "Morning, Envy" I smiled and walked to him. He turned to me and smiled. "Look who's up!" I giggled and hugged him. He hugged back. "Y-You know...S-since we did that, I-I think we should-....." I couldn't finish my sentence, but Envy understood, Like always. "Mira, Will you be my girlfriend?" I nodded, smiling brighter, He smiled brighter as well and hugged me tighter. "I love you," He said. I blushed. "I love you too," I replied. "You know, I think you should meet my sister Lailah," Envy's eyes widened. "S-sister?" I nodded "We could go right now" Envy nodded. "What about the boys?"I asked. Envy smiled. "They'll be fine on their own. Pride is basically an adult." Envy said, writing a note for them. "Now, Lets head to Central, Shall we?" He said. I nodded, smiling and we headed off to Central.

(Hey guys! I'm Sorry I haven't updated lately, I've been busy with school and Running my 2 main FMA accounts on Instagram, I will not be doing very many chapters this week since i'm still in school, but there may be a rise in chapters after the 7th of June, It will not be chapter a day like I said It would, because I have theater camp until the 22nd of June, THEN there will me a new chapter Every day! Of course, I will take small personal breaks, but I promise, Soon there will be one chapter per day!)