•𝓘𝓷𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓲𝓽𝔂• 𝓐𝓪𝓻𝓶𝓪𝓾 𝓐𝓤 ⚠️DISCONTINUED⚠️

•Chapter 4•

Aphmau's POV

"I never loved you..." Aaron smirks.

"No.."

"I never cared for you..."

"No....."

"I easily made you believe I loved you...just so that I could leave you and crush your heart..."

"I have someone else now...and she's better than you'll ever be...all your friends hate you...they never even cared for you...you don't deserve to know me. You don't deserve to talk to me. You don't deserve to see me. You aren't worth having in my life..."

"NO!" I bolted up breathing heavily, sweating with tears falling down.

"It...was only a dream..." I sighed.

I grab my phone and check the time.

11:00 AM...

"Aph what happened!?" Katelyn panicked, rushing into my room with Nana.

I panic, and quickly wipe the tears away before they see them.

"It's n-nothing...just a nightmare is all..."

"That's still kind of concerning..." Nana worried, sounding slightly half asleep.

"I'm fine, guys. You don't have to worry about me." I smiled.

Lies.

"If you say so, Aph...But if you keep on acting suspicious I'm going to get Aaron to have to get it out of you." She said and walked away while Nana stayed at her doorway.

"Aphmau~Senpai, Kawaii~Chan's going to make breakfast! Is there anything you're craving?" Nana smiled.

"Anything is fine, Nana. Wait, Aphmau~Senpai? Kawaii~Chan? You haven't said that in years...I honestly missed it."

"Oops, sorry...sometimes it just slips out of my mouth, I've done it for so long so it's hard to get rid of it..."

"I understand. You should go make breakfast now, I'll come down to help in a sec."

"You don't need to help Aphmau! You've got a lot on your mind and you should just take a little more time to collect yourself and just think." She smiled. "Also, me and Katelyn were thinking to invite some people over! Are you okay with that?"

"Y-yeah, it's okay. And thank you Nana, I really appreciate it."

Nana nodded then left, leaving me to my thoughts.

That dream...it felt so, realistic...

He mentioned a she...and a woman appeared beside him...

And he's right.

She had beautiful light brown hair, stunning dark teal eyes, and clear, tanned skin...

Not to mention tall, and has a flawless body...

I'm not saying that I think of myself as fat, ugly or disgusting, I respect myself too much to think that...

What's got me wondering was if she was, or still his Girlfriend...is she real? Or some sort of made up hologram my mind made?

I'm not surprised if she was his girlfriend. Aaron's dad is the CEO of one of the most wealthy and famous companies in the world, so of course a ton of girls would be after him. Aaron's also very attractive, so that's just another reason. Man, I wish I was lucky enough to get a job like that.

Job.

I quitted my job.

I haven't payed my part of rent in months.