The have moved the two beds back to the room where I came from. I want to know if she's okay inside. I can't lose her, if I do, I don't know where my life would go. She's like my heart, my life source, the only thing that will keep me going everyday. I will give her all my love and affection even if she doesn't want it, I will treat her with respect, I will promise anything that she throws at me, I will do anything for her to be happy.
"How is your leg and hip?" Anne asked, as we sat down.
"I think I'm good, is Miel alright?" My not injured leg began to tap against the ground.
"Ms Adams? May I have a word with you?" Anne got up and walked towards him.
I watched as they talked but no sound came out, my mind was blurred the only thing I could see and here was Miel. Fuck, stupid dork. Please wake up.
*PLAY SOME SONGS THAT WILL MAKE YOU SAD IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE IN THE MOOD! EVEN UR OWN SAD SONGS!*
N/A-Mr. Loverman is suggested ;) Read slowly..some of the lyrics r in here ;)
I turned towards the doctor and Anne. Anne fell to the ground and sobbed, what happened? I limped as fast as I could towards her and picked her up. "What happened?" My eyes were wide, they were scared and worried.
"The drugs, the-they, they got to Miel's brain and will have memory loss. She won't know who any of us are and there is a 75% chance she will die." She cried, I left her standing. I could feel my heart shatter. I could fell myself falling but I didn't care. I got this shake in my legs. Shaking the thoughts from my head.
I began to punch the wall, my knuckles began bleeding but I didn't care, my left hip began to open again, I didn't care. A hole formed on the wall, I didn't care.
They had to be lying. Miel will remember me. I could feel two hands pulling me away.
"Caleb! Caleb! What the fuck?" Issac yelled, pushing me.
"Don't fucking touch me!" I yelled, pushing Issac back, hard. Out of the three of us, I was the strongest and bravest.
I got on top and began to punch him as hard as I could.
"Caleb!" Jace yelled, pushing me away from Issac. Issac got up and spit out the blood that formed.
"She's gone for good Caleb, just let her go." Jace walked towards me sternly. She will find someone else? She won't remember us.
"You don't get it, Jace." I scoffed.
"You don't know what love feels like." I scoffed with a sad smile.
"All we knew was how to feel our whole lives is emotionless. We have no feelings, we don't care if other girls heart's get broken because of us, we don't care about our health. We don't feel guilt. We don't feel happiness, all we feel is emotionless pain and the only way we think we can take that away is smoking and drinking." I slapped the wall, it boomed throughout the room.
"You don't know what it feels like to me when she came into my life." I chuckled, remembering the first time we met. Jace and Issac stayed silent, looking at the ground.
"That's what I thought." I scoffed, falling to the ground.
"She's the reason I changed." I chuckled, looking up at them.
"I tried my best to stop drinking, to stop smoking, to stop hanging with sluts." I shrugged, looking out the window. My legs curled up to my arms.
"He's right, Jace. We don't know anything." Issac scoffed, watching tears running down my eyes.
"All I ever wanted to tell her was that I love her. All I wanted was her. I guess not everything goes to plan all the time. Right?" I smiled, tears kept flowing down. I never cried over a girl before. This is how insane she made me.
"The ways that she talks to me. Have me wishing I were gone. The ways that she says my name. Have me running on and on."
"Caleb-"
"Shut it." I grunted, I got up and headed towards the washroom.
I'll miss my lover.
I S S A C
I watched as Caleb made his way to the washroom, his face filled with tears. This must've hurt him really bad. I looked towards Anne and Jace. They were just as sad as we all were.
Mr. Loverman was probably the most hurt though.
The doors suddenly bursted open. Grace and Natalie ran towards Miel, screaming with tears. I usually see girls silently crying but, no. This time I could see them actually crying.
"This can't be." Grace screamed, slapping the bed. Caleb came back, the tears never stopped.
"This is all your fault!" Grace yelled, continuously punching at Caleb's chest. Caleb didn't take his eyes off of Miel.
"This is it." Natalie muttered, falling beside the bed. Tears were flowing as she ran her hands through her hair.
"Just stop crying." Caleb muttered, pushing Grace away.
"This is all because of-"
"This is not my fucking fault! Just give up Grace! She's fucking gone! Just forget her like she'll forget us!" Caleb yelled, scaring every single one of us.
Grace began to cry even more, Natalie walked over to Grace and gave her a hug. They both cried in sync. Jace and I began to tear up. We never felt like this before. Caleb was right, we're just emotionless monsters. I looked at the ground, shielding myself for anyone to see me cry.
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C A L E B
We watched her peacefully sleep. I wonder what's going inside her head right now.
I smiled as flashbacks played. That time when we first met. When she stuck the pie in my face. I softly chuckled.
Oh, what am I supposed to do? Without you?
More flashbacks came back. That time when we went camping. The time when we went to the parties. All these times. Was I going to really need to hold onto them forever and not be able to make new ones with her?
I scoffed, not wanting to face the fact this is really happening.
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It's been 7 weeks. She still hasn't woken up yet. She was supposed to after surgery but she didn't. Now she is carefully being monitored. I haven't slept. The nurses have been offering me some food and I did eat. Although, I didn't want to sleep. What if something were to happen to her when I was sleeping?
I took a look at her and moved my way towards her. I put my hand in hers.
"You know. At first, I never thought we would go this far. I was like 'Oh, another girl I can fuck'," I softly chucked.
"But nah. You were different. Stuffing apples in my face? You were the first person to do that. I really hope you wake up soon. I'm sorry I left you. I'm sorry I never answered your call. I'm sorry for everything. This is my fault." I looked towards the ground as I watched a tear splash onto the ground.
"Miel. I love you. Like a lot. We met a while ago but I never knew I would fall this quickly. Who knew only you could get a guy like me to fall head over heels for you. I love you." I smiled. I let go of her hand and got up. I headed straight towards the door. I think it's time I forget about her too.
I miss my lover.
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Miel...*cries*
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