The Tides That Join Us Together

Chapter 46: Way Too Deep In It

Junior Year
China

"I'm really glad that Taj, Thomas, and Lauryn worked out their issue." I said to Cameron, chasing patterns on his bare chest, cuddling and watching TV in his room.

"Yeah, me too." he said. "It was driving me crazy."

"What's really driving me crazy is how long we've kept this our little secret." I said.

"Why?" he asked. "It's not like we've fucked or anything." He was right, but it's not like we haven't gotten close. There have been many times when things got way too heated between us and we had to call it off. To make things even worse, I was all the way falling in love with Cameron. I wonder if he felt the same. It kind of hurt, watching him at his 17th birthday party, hanging with Brenna. I mean, yeah I know they're dating, but still. I kept myself distracted from my feelings thankfully because Booboo was there.

We almost got ourselves caught at Blake's party last year. All of us, drinking for the first time and Cameron decided that he wanted to get fully black out drunk.

"Cameron we are ALL THE WAY cheating on Brenna and Booboo." I said.

"Do you want to stop?" he asked, looking at me.

"Cameron we can't just stop." I said. "Well I mean we can, but then it would just be awkward. We'd be walking around as if we don't tongue each other down every chance we get."

"We're already doing that." he said, chuckling, playing with his now fully developed facial hair. God this man was sexy.

"I hate you." I said, putting my face in his neck.

"No you don't." he said, kissing me on my forehead.

"Yeah, whatever." I said, leaving soft kisses on his neck.

"You really want to start that?" he asked, smirking. I'm tired of pretending that I didn't want to know what Cameron felt like. Every-time his wore sweats or shorts, my eyes struggled to stay above his waist. I sighed, climbing all the way on top of him.

"So that's a yes." he added.

"Is the door locked?" I asked.

"Yeah, but my folks aren't home, so why-," he was going to ask a question, but I cut him off, pressing my lips against his in a kiss he hungrily returned.

I fell in love, same time that you're falling apart...

He moaned against my lips as I was grinding on him, my hands all up in his hair because I knew how much he liked that. He bit my bottom lip, sliding his tongue across it, then into my mouth where our tongues intertwined beautifully just like the first time we kissed. Breaking away from our kiss, he was a breathing mess as I left kisses all over the sides of his face, and down his neck. As bad as I wanted to give him a hickey, our friends weren't stupid enough to think it was something else, so I didn't.

I kissed all over his chest, down to his stomach, looking up at him as my tongue trailed around his abs. He bit his lip at me, running his hand through his hair. I pulled his shorts all the way down, kissing his hard on through his boxers.

"Tease." he grinned.

"Where's the fun with out it?" I asked, doing it again. Slowly pulling his boxers down because I'll be damned if his dick hits me in the face on the swing because of how big he was. I kissed his tip, slowing putting him in my mouth and bobbing my head up and down.

"Fuck.." I heard him mumble underneath his breath. He laid all the way down, putting his arms behind his head, watching me. I moved my head up and down faster, watching him moan and bite his lip. He looked so good and it was driving me crazy. His hand found its way in my hair, causing me to only suck him harder.

"Just like that.." he moaned. "Damn Chi.."

"I want you, Cam.." I said, looking him directly in his eyes. I could see that he wanted me too.

"Come here first." he said. I made my way up to him, using my hand to stroke him.

"Yeah?" I asked.

"Let.. let.. let me.." he struggled to get out between his moans. Giving up on speaking, he sat up, pulling my shirt over my head and unhooking my bra, throwing it to the side. He pulled down the basketball shorts he gave me.

"China." he said, still a moaning mess. "I will cum right now if you don't stop."

"Oh yeah?" I asked, stroking him faster. In one swift motion, he had me on my back, my arms pinned above the bed. He looked me deep in my eyes, before slowly kissing down my body.

"Hey." I said. "I was already a waterfall for you when you kissed me. I want you right now, Cameron." He grinned, opening the drawer to his nightstand, pulling out a condom. I grabbed from him, wanting to put it on. As I did, I stroked him a good couple of times to make sure it was snug.

"I can't stand you." he said, biting his lip as he slowly slid into me. He leaned into me, giving me soft kisses as he slid in and out. His breath was hot in my ear and I wanted his lips against mine again. I was going through a whirlpool of emotions that I've never felt before. I wrapped my legs around his waist, grabbing both sides of his face and smashing our lips together. He began moving faster, the both of us moaning and breathing hard in the kiss.

"CaAaAameron..." I moaned his name.

"Say it again.." he whispered in my ear, driving me insane.

"Cameron.." I moaned again, him speeding up again, nibbling on my ear.

"You feel so good, Chi.." he said to me as I was scratching the shit out of his back.

"I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you." I accidentally let slip out. Don't get me wrong, I did love Cameron, but during this moment, it meant something else.

"You love me?" he asked, pushing himself all the way in.

"Yesss." I moaned. Okay, what the fuck are you doing China? What he said completely took me back.

"I love you too.." he whispered. "And no, not as my best friend."

"Cam.." I went to say, but was cut short by his new intensity and roughness. "Fuck, I'm gonna cum."

"Do it.." he said, pinning my arms above my head. "Cum for me baby."

"I love you.." I moaned out as I climaxed all over him, but that didn't stop him from still going at it, leaving me a screaming mess of pleasure.

"Take me there, Chi.." he said. "I want you to take me there. I'm so close." All of my life decisions played back in my head and right now, I was wishing that I all of these feelings came to life when we were younger, then we wouldn't have to sneak around, but right now, I was enjoying it. He made me feel good and I knew I made him feel good. Pulling him back down to me, I hit him with a double, running my hands through his hair while kissing and biting on his neck.

"I'm gonna.." he groaned in my ear, letting out the loudest moan, causing me to also climax again, moaning with him. He put his face in my neck, me wrapping my arms around his body as we both rode out our orgasm. He pulled out of me, throwing out the condom, then laying on his back. We both stared up at his ceiling in silence for a long time.

"I love you more than a friend." we both said at the same time.

Fuck.