Sinners and Saints II

Chapter 44

The splattering sound of water hitting the ground from the shower filled the bathroom. Rafael took a deep breath, slowly pushing the water off his head repeatedly with his hands. He was only beginning to get over his hangover from the night before. He needed all that water, he needed a bit of distraction and taking a shower was almost giving him all the distraction he needed, or was it?

Thinking about the past few days wasn't something a shower could easily make him forget. The only thing it did was cool him down a little bit. At least it worked for that headache he was feeling. He cleared his throat a little bit and then turned around just so the water was touching every part of his head. He was beginning to want a shave so bad now. He couldn't believe how fast the past few days had gone and how he was self wallowing in pity and frustration. His inability to do so many things he'd have usually done before the incident troubled him.

He halted when he saw an image approaching the shower glass. He squinted his eyes just so he could see clearly and so the water tickling down his face didn't get in the way. He held his breath when Olivia slowly took a step into the shower room. Naked. Rafael took a quick look at her perfectly carved body as she slowly approached him with her gaze hurried on the ground. She didn't have to say it but he could see it. He could see how disheartening she was. He could see how sad she was. Something must have happened.

Rafael watched her get closer to him until she was standing in front of him now, not taking his eyes away from her, not saying a word either. He was beginning to get so nervous. Too nervous. One part of him wanted to get out of the shower so bad while the other part couldn't help but worry why she was there, looking the way she was.

Olivia's breath was shaking as she finally rose her head to meet Rafael slowly just so he could see the tears in her eyes. Now he was sure something had happened to her at work. He pushed himself closer to her. He wanted to know what he was. He found himself suddenly wanting to hold her hand and ask her why she was that way.

Olivia let out a loud sob as water began to tickle down her face too, slowly washing her tears away.

"I know I'm probably the last person you'd want to see right now." She managed to say after a long period of self contemplation within herself. "I know it's probably wrong timing but I just watched a woman die in my arms."

Rafael almost stopped breathing.

"And she died because of me. I feel so angry and so guilty that I'm scared I might die." Her eyes were glaring at his, with an urge Rafael had never seen before. "I need to feel something other than this, I need to feel anything but how I feel right now. Anything at all. A temporary distraction from wanting to jump in front of a moving bus. I need you."

She was back to crying again. Even with all that water falling from her face, Rafael was still able to spot her tears. He gulped hard, taking slow steps towards her on reflex. He felt a sudden warmness in his heart as he pushed himself closer to her. Olivia closed her eyes slowly as her heartbeat was beginning to regularize now. She felt his hand raise her jaw slowly to his face and then he buried a deep kiss on her lips. It was exactly as she wanted. Exactly as she needed. She felt Rafael's hands find his way to her bum, lifting her off the ground with one pull. She wrapped her hand around his neck, her legs folding themselves above his lips.

She wanted him. She needed all of him. She needed to not think at all about anything but that moment right there. She needed to not think of all the craziness her day had brought. Rafael held on to a fistful of her hair just as the water tickled down their bare skin. Her chest on his, her risen nipples resting on his carved chest. She could feel his heartbeat faster. She was ready, she was open for him. Rafael led them both to the glass, not daring to let go of her lips, making sure his hold on her hair wasn't too tight.

Olivia took deep breaths as she felt him thrust himself in her. He was so hard. Rafael could feel his muscles tense as he pulled her slightly up and then back in, in a moderate bounce, trying so hard not to hurt her even when all he wanted to do was go harder. He had almost forgotten how it was always like the first time with her. He had almost forgotten how his body always craved for her, how he loved being inside her and now he was, he was finding it really difficult to control his impulse, to control himself. He needed her so much more than anything at that moment.

Olivia was breathing so fast now with every thrust. She didn't want it to end. She didn't want him to stop. He was taking her to her climax. She felt his cold hand wrap itself of one of her breasts, squeezing gently on it, while Olivia held on tight to his neck. She could feel her legs shaking real fast with every stroke as she took tiny teary moans. She could feel him in her walls, hitting every sensitive spot. She was barely able to catch her breath, whispering his name into his ears.

She could feel her teardrops fall from her face as she felt her back against the cold glass with Rafael placing both their hands on it, printing their fingers on the wet glass. she was getting it all. The distraction she needed. The pleasure too. It was worth it. Worth every single tear, every single moan. Rafael tightened his grip on her hip, burying his face on her breasts as he took deep breaths. He could feel a sudden energy rushing into him. And at that second, nothing else mattered. Not his family, not his past and not even the future. All he wanted was to please her. All he wanted was to help her forget.

He was breathing loudly as the water from the shower found its way down his eyes , parting ways as it found it way to his jaw line and then down his chin.

He slowly rose his head to hers and then sought her lips. He kissed her deeply as she bit on hard on his, wrapping her hands again around his neck. She tightened her grip on him, kissing him deeply.

It was beautiful. It was magic what they did.