What I Think About Love

Black And Blonde

         My dad was nervous today. He was jumping around the house cleaning every corner. He even dressed nicely. His daily tracksuit was replaced by jeans and some fine suit.

         "What's that all about?" -I asked after watching him for a while being all hastily and jumpy.

         "Oh. You're up. I told you yesterday it was a big day today. Could you maybe help a little?" -I saw him waiting for my negation.

         "Sure. What do you need?" -after I accepted his request his eyes got a little bit bigger. He quickly snapped himself out of a shock thinking I didn't notice.
     
     I continued to clean the house and he was cooking lunch. In the meantime, we discovered that we have the same taste in music. He wasn't that bad. He was actually a fun person to be around.
        
          It was quarter to one. I heard the car outside pulling up.

          "They are here!" -my dad said removing his apron away then looking at me being all confused.

          "You will love them Ro." -it sounded like he declared that. I still didn't know what was that all about.

           "Love who?" -when I asked he was already on the doors, waiting.
       
        A tall lady with short blond hair and blue eyes walked into the house. She had long legs adorned by a short white skirt that she complemented with a loose white shirt. She had a toned skin that looked like it was taken from a magazine and heels that I thought couldn't be anymore higher. Behind her came her smaller replica. A girl with long dark brown hair that looked almost black, with penetrative, blue eyes and perfect skin.
         
      "Ro meet Gabriella and Juliette." -they both started walking towards me as my father introduced them. I got anxiety from all that pressure I felt and the perfume.
        
       Gabriella was the mother and Juliette was her daughter who also was my age. What I find out now was disturbing.

         "You left me for them, didn't you? Mom died so you could just go back and fuck this one more? You're disgusting and I thought I wasn't wrong by giving you a chance today." - I went outside and didn't think about going back in there. My eyes were filled with tears and my body was weak. I sat down on the lawn of the house next to. You probably think:" WOW YOUR DAD FOUND A NEW WIFE AND HE'S HAPPY. THAT'S SO BAD." but it's far worse than that.
       
          "What are you doing on my lawn?" -yes, you thought right. My window neighbour spoke to me.

          "I was just leaving." -I wiped my tears and left. He was watching me and I could see that he wanted to ask what's wrong. He just didn't think it was the right thing to do. He was right. At least once he didn't speak when he really didn't need to.

           "I'm sorry for yesterday. I had some stuff that made me pissed and angry. I just couldn't control myself." - well I did fool myself because he decided to speak.
      
        I didn't answer. I continued walking. I didn't know where to go. There is a lot of time left until 8 o'clock. I headed on the beach. The only place I could think of right now.
       
       On my way there I met Molly. She knew about it so she just grabbed me and hugged me tightly. I started crying on her shoulder. I couldn't hold it in. I thought I was hurt enough but it seems like there's still a lot more left to bring me even more fucking down.
        
      My dad had Juliette the same time he had me. She was his daughter. Not in the stepfather way but a real dad. He cheated on my mom with that slut dressed in white and got Juliette. Soon as my mom died he left saying he has a lot of work. Yea a lot of work on that body of hers. It hurts because my mom does not know the truth and she will never know what a fraud she had by her side. It hurts. Once again it hurts.

            "It will be alright Rose."-said Molly.