What I Think About Love

Is He Cheating On Me?

                  I knocked on his door waiting for him to open. I was nervous because I wasn't sure what I'm gonna hear. I'm not the jealous type but I hate cheaters. When people cheat in any arena, they diminish themselves—they threaten their own self-esteem and their relationships with others by undermining the trust they have in their ability to succeed and in their ability to be true. Seriously, if the bastards cheat on you, then they don’t deserve you anyway. If that’s a legit fear, then you probably shouldn’t be with them to begin with. And there I was. Scared. Not knowing what to expect. And then the door opened but Mason wasn't the one to open.
             
               "Hey, Mrs Willington is Mason home?" -I asked when his mother opened the door.
             
  "Hello dear. No he's in Portland for the last 2 days."
           
    "Portland? Are you sure?" -I asked
           
    "Yeah, but he should be back tomorrow."
           
    "Thank you Mrs Willington. Bye."
                "No problem. Have a nice day."
           
     He was in Portland? Why didn't he say anything about it? My head is hurting right now cause of it all. I didn't know what to do so the best thing I could think of was calling Molly to hear what she has to say about it.
       
        We are going to meet for a coffee in half an hour. Mason still didn't call me back. And I was worried sick.
           
     As I was panicking and waiting for Molly I saw that man again. The same man that was talking that day with Noah. He was with another guy, giving him something. I tried to see what it was so I got a little closer.
         
      No fucking way. This must be some kind of a joke. I'm going to kill that guy when I see him. Drugs. The guy Noah was messing with sells drugs. Does he have any ideas on how much trouble he can get if he gets seen with him?
               
   I called Noah and told him we need to talk later. We are going to meet in front of his house at eight.
 
As I was talking to Noah, Molly came.
           
       "I got to go now. Don't forget. Eight." -I hung up. "Hey, Molly!"
             
     "Hey Rose. Who were you talking to?"
             
     "A friend of mine. To be specific my neighbour."
             
     "Do I know him? Is he cute?"
             
     "His name is Noah I don't think you know him."
               
   "Wait. Noah? Like Noah Walker?" -she cut me off
       
        "Yup, that's the one."
           
      "Rose? Are you aware that he's a bum?"
               
  "Why is he a bum? I know he's a whore and rude but why is he a bum?" -I asked with a confused face.
               
   "He didn't tell you, did he? Have you ever noticed something strange about him? Like in one moment his moods were changing and he was acting weird?"
             
    "Well one time he told me not to yell and I wasn't yelling and he was angry and moody. Why are you asking me this stuff?"
           
      "Oh, Rose. Try to figure it out or let him tell you himself. I don't want to be the one telling you. But stay away from him. People that let those people in their world get hurt. Badly hurt. I don't want to see something like that happen to you." -Molly said grabbing and clasping my hand.
     
       The rest of the time we talked about Mason and his little trip. Molly says she believes that he's not doing anything wrong and that I don't have nothing to worry about. When she said that my heart was in place. Her word mattered to me a lot. She had those brown eyes which you could trust with anything.
         
   When I got home I checked my phone and saw a missed call from Mason. Woah, he was alive. I was walking around the house trying to figure out if I should call him back or not. But it kinda just didn't matter to me at that point.
     
       "What is it? Mason left you because he saw what a pain you are?" -Juliette's voice penetrated my ears.
       
     "No, I got pregnant with his baby and I'm only seventeen years old. What am I going to do Juliette. I'm desperate. Please help me." -I said the whole thing sarcastically.
         
    "What the fuck Rose? Are you being serious right now? You're so stupid you don't even know what protection is. You idiot. You just ruined your life and your dad is going to be so disappointed." -she obviously didn't get the joke part.
       
      "You're stupid Juliette. You should put sarcasm in your vocabulary. Why would you think I was going to say to you what's bothering me? You're like the last person I would say anything to."
         
    "Luckily for you I'm the last person that would listen to you. No, wait I wouldn't listen to you at all." -she said rolling her eyes and continuing doing whatever she was doing before I came.
   
        The only thing left on my mind that was troubling me, was Noah. What the fuck is happening with that guy. Molly said I should try figuring it out myself but I just couldn't connect anything in my brain. What is he doing and why did Molly talked about him like he killed a freaking person? I guess I'll get to hear it all at eight. I'm really hoping to hear it all.