Denial (Dabi X Shigaraki)

Chapter 4 - Not Yet

Shigaraki's POV
I was beginning to feel rushed, Dabi's kissing was lustful and powerful. I couldn't lie I was turned on. He started to nip and suck on my neck and I felt myself go even more red in the face. He left love marks on my neck, I could feel them stinging and then my eyes met his. His eyes were clouded with something I'd never seen before, was it lust..? Maybe he was just drunk, he had, had quite a few drinks already. It all happened so fast, a blur of sound and movement. He had taken off his shirt and was working on his jeans. There was no way I could do this.. Suddenly without warning his hands were working on my pants button, I blushed darkly and put my hand on his, just as he undid them. "Dabi.. not yet.." I've never seen anyone so disappointed and embarrassed, it was painful to watch. He got off the bed and quickly redressed himself, I slowly sat up from the wrinkled mess of a bed and redid the button to my pants. I looked at my lap, I felt like dirt for shutting him down like that but I wasn't ready for that yet..

Dabi's POV
I felt a cold hand on mine and looked to Shigaraki. "Dabi.. not yet.."He looked scared.. like I was the one scaring him. It suddenly hit me. He didn't even know for sure if he was gay and I was pushing it, I shouldn't have been so stupid! I quickly stood up, slipped on my pants and slid on my muscle shirt. I walked to the other side of my room and sat on the floor, leaning my head back against the wall. I couldn't look at him.. I bet he hated me for rushing him. I just couldn't control myself. I felt a cool touch on my cheek, I looked to him and he gave me a soft and reassuring smile. Suddenly he pulled me towards him and we embraced in the quiet of the dim room. We stayed hugging for what seemed like forever, I later realized it was merely a hour but if felt like so much longer. He had fallen asleep leaning against my chest. He looked so much more peaceful when he was sleeping. I gently picked him up from under his back and his legs, bridal style you could say. I carried him back to his room, luckily, Toga and Kurogiri were still chatting away at the bar. I opened his door and set him onto his bed. I pulled the blanket over him and smiled down at his sleeping figure. "Goodnight Shigaraki.." I leaned over and kissed his forehead before quietly leaving his room. I nearly experienced a heart attack, when none other than Toga stood in front of me. "Whatcha doin'" she said in her normal playful voice, with a tone of teasing trailing close behind. "He fell asleep. I was just putting him to bed" I say like it was no big deal, but for some reason it only excited her more. "Did you and him.." she made a circle with one hand and shoved her finger in and out of it. I blushed heavily and grabbed her hand tightly "no. Now stop being a child" I said with a serious tone, it made her pout but she just dashed over to Kurogiri. "Kuroooo" she whined "Dabi's being meeeean" I rolled my eyes as I walked to the bar, Kurogiri laughed and had already poured me a drink. "You two are an odd pair." He said softly, he poured Toga another drink "does she really need that, isn't she hyper enough?" I said as she went to reach for it. "You have a point" Kurogiri said as a portal appeared just under the glass and it slipped through and into his hand. "Go play child" Toga punched my shoulder and tried to snatch the shot glass from me. I stood and held it above her head. "Give me! It's no fair you have and I don't!" I laughed as she complained, I made a small flame under the shot glass, the liquid inside bubbling now. I set it on the counter. "All yours" she grinned and grabbed the glass, taking a sip and hissing in pain and set it back down "you asshole!" She shouted jumping over the counter and going into the cooler to get some ice. I laughed and took the drink, swigging it without flinching. "It's not that bad" I laughed at her. "Your a girl, didn't expect much from you" I knew that would set her off, because the next thing I knew she was throwing ice at me, once her hands got too cold she picked up a nearby knife and threw it at me. I would've dodged but Kurogiri being the dad of the group, stopping it by using a portal. It stabbed into a wall where he sent it. "Ok everyone settle and go to bed. I'll clean up this mess." He started to pick up the various ice cubes littering the room and melting into the hardwood. I stood and passed the furious Toga, playfully rubbing the top of her head with one of my hands as I passed by her. "Goodnight Toga. Night Kurogiri, thanks for the drinks" I say as I head down my halls and walk into my room. I closed the door and looked to the end of my bed, it was still all messed up from where I pushed my luck. I chuckled at my own foolishness and crawled into the blankets. I closed my eyes and reminisced in the cuddle time we had on the floor. Hopeful that someday soon it'll be the normal. Hopefully it wouldn't make me soft.. but if it did, I'd only be soft for him..

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