I am no sunshine, I was never "bright"
I'm not special, no guiding light.
Half of the time I'm lost with no direction.
Why would you love me? I can't even form a simple connection.
When I love, I do it hard,
When I "feel" I don't it in accord.
In accordance with what it should be
I will love you for you and for me
This is why when I'm hurt it cuts really deep
One-sided love, whose wounds I have to keep.
I am unlovable, I get things wrong,
Unreachable, so far gone
I am broken, undesirable,
A thorn in the heart, unbearable.
I am no good for humans,
I deserve my lonely
Not healthy for relationships
I should be my only.
I get your decision to stay away,
You would be held back by my darkness,
your bubbly personality would slowly decay.
I understand your distance I am a poet tragedy.
Beautifully broken, I have no remedy.
I am a lost soul, I can't be saved
I fed on your light and the attention you gave
I am hopeless, I have no redemption.
Can you see my heart? It needs attention.
And though i'm not worthy, it craves affection.
If I listen to my head it says "Stay far"
If I listen to my heart, it wants to be where you are.
But I am not good for you and you're not healthy for me.
I will poison your soul and you will take away my sanity.
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Beautifully Broken
Puisi"A stab in my chest, I'm wounded but can't bleed. There is a loneliness inside of me, accompanied by a gnawing need".- Nick I write what I feel and sometimes I'm inspired. whatever the case these are all mine. I love words and poetry If there is...
