49. Nothing to give

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I wanted to write something epic.
That would blow your minds
But it's been too long.
My creative juices are no longer a word's brine.
For my emotions have gone, and I'm rarely feeling, then they come back, and I'm overly needing.
I am unstable and unsure. I am lacking and have too much all at the same time.
I'm overstimulated yet have no words to pull from my brine.
So what should a poet do to regain their words that aren't lost but still is hard to find
For all my muse have been over used and I have lost all there is to lose
The reservoir I used to pull from is now bone dry
And there are no inspirations when I look to the sky.

Therefore, no words of epic proportions
No poetry filled or void of emotions
Just existing and being passive
I have nothing more to hold on to, nothing left to give

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