09. He Said

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He said "jealousy killed my sanity"

Beautiful words

He said "I will set you free"

How thoughtful

But have you ever thought of me?

He said " if faith wants me to meet her again I will"

Is that so?

He said "She is not mine"

You decided that on your own

"She is better without me"

You decided that alone.

"How dear I ask her to stop"

That's all you had to do

Whatever you asked, I've never denied you.

"I am not defending myself"

Trust me you are

and now you've gone away from me, so very far

A bit beyond my reach

Your explanation was convincing...

a skillfully constructed speech

I'm the only one you've been successfully deceiving.

I think I need closure... I need something

I tell myself I've moved on, embraced new a beginning

Then why have this feeling resided in me

It's been so long, I should have felt free.

Severe all connections, cut all ties, delete everything

Kiss wattpad goodbye.

Who would I be doing the favor, what will be gained?

He won't even notice, only I turn everything into pain.

Pain is good, it reassures me that i'm alive

and because I constantly live with it, I am sure I will survive.

I make myself ok

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