11. Misused

99 5 14
                                    

Have I become numb?

I think I can no longer show the appropriate feeling.

Have I become numb?

My face is rarely smiling.

Have I become numb?

I barely care about my response and approach.

Have I become numb to avoid me being encroach?

To restore what is left, to heal and repair?

To keep me for me, to show me I care.

I have felt alone, confused, abused, refused.

I was fighting a battle I knew I will lose.

I had no refuge...I felt misused.

Words have been the weapons formed against me,

I fought for myself daily.

I put up a hard cover, but I am insecure.

Hid my feelings from everyone gradually become obscure.

I have become numb, it's seems like the best thing to do;

To save me from myself and in time get over you.


(It may be long... but not forever

-Anonymous)

Beautifully BrokenWhere stories live. Discover now