17. I Feel Small

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A cloudy day, rain everywhere,

Now you know how I feel as every drop represents my tear.

A dull weather shows how my days are,

As my body is here but my mind wonders far.

Loneliness has become apart of me.

I'm no longer content or carefree.

I'm now insecure, I feel small.

I built myself a prison wall,

To protect me from my fear.

I want to be alone, I have nothing out there.

Lock inside I am safe and untouched

I sense of security I desire so much.

I embrace isolation though it was forced on me

I cherish what is my own company

Mostly because the thought of people is sometimes scary.

I am strong, this is know

But it's easier said than to show.

So I will hide me away and fight some other day

In time... I will make my own way.

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