Ohayooooo minnaaaa
I finished one of my exams yesterday, sorry i wasn't able to update because i went out
Two more exams to go...wish me luck
Now for the update...
Hold your breaths.
Hinata placed both her hands on the cold floor, she felt her stomach turn...she felt nauseous, hinata pulled her body slightly up, just to place her hands over her mouth, to try to hold her puke.
But she couldn't, hinata threw up on the tiles, the burning sensation in her throat was nothing like the burning inside her heart, and the stinginess sensation of her violated body.
She felt as if her private parts on fire, the bleeding was insane, sasuke did injury her.
After throwing up, and trying to pull her body up so she would head for the bathroom, hinata felt herself filthy, dirty, needed to wash herself now.
His semen was mixed with her blood, she smelled like sasuke, she smelled blood, sweat, her body fluids and above all his perfume, his perfume all over her.
Her whole body shivered. She just wanted some time , sometime for her to gulp the real deal.
She knew quite well that there was no escape from sasuke, that he'll sooner or later claim her, the deal is a deal, she promised to comply, and he asked her for accepting his conditions, to soon claim her as his wife, but she just wanted to train her mind of what will become of her, of what he will do to her, she wanted to be ready mentally, but she wasn't, he took her against her will, hard and fast, and rough.
Hinata placed her hands over her mouth, she tried to
Silence herself from her sobs, to block her voice from screaming, but she couldn't.
Hinata finally screamed in agony crying.
"NOOOOOOOOOO" she cried.
She weeped and whimpered.
Hinata then pulled her body up, walked towards the bathroom, she felt her knees wobbly.
She felt as if someone placed a cork between legs, it was painful, she tried to walk until she reached the bath tub, hinata opened the shower, and started showering, the water turned red.
Hinata finished showering, the water was mixed with her salty tears, the walls heard her sobs, the water turned red from bleeding, she washed herself so hard as if trying to wash her tarnished body.
She wrapped herself around the towel, her hair dripping, she got outside the bathroom, to find a new, clean dress, spread over the bed, she knew that sasuke was the one left them behind.
Thats for her, was somehow awkward and at the same time...thoughtful? But how? Sasuke just rapped her, but wasn't it suppose to be consensual since she agreed to his terms and conditions?
But she didn't want him to go that hard on her, she just wanted him to give her time, she wanted her first time to be gentle and tender, with naruto.
Why sasuke...why did you do this... she cried inwardly.
Hinata wore the dress, does she even have a choice?
She lied her body down, on the bed mattress, she just wished the floor to gulp her, she wished to die.
But she needed sleep above all, to shut all those voices and screams inside her mind, but how can she, when every time she close her eyes, she sees his face, she sees him, violating her.
But her mind shut down on its own.
Sasuke was sitting on a tree branch, infront of his house hold.
His lips were bleeding mess, his hands and fingers were bruised, his surroundings was a complete destroyed mess.
"Shit shit shittttt..." he kept cursing inwardly.
What the hell he had done...he regrets, guilty, but is it enough? Will it fix anything... the answer is a blunt NO.
He knew, he knew quite well that the hyuga could never forgive him.
First, he killed off many....second, he actually took her against her will.
Rape..he rapped her.
"Shame on you sasuke..." he cursed himself.
He just wanted her, so he acted upon it...just like always.
He wants something, he gets it, just like he stabbed karin..to kill the enemy.
But the hyuga is no karin, the hyuga is no sakura or naruto...the hyuga is the purest girl he had ever seen.
She shouldn't be tainted...nor tarnished...she is the only pure, good thing he has in his life now, but that was before he stained her holiness.
Sasuke looked up to the full moon, it reminds him of hinata...
Bright, that enlightens the darkest nights.
"Hina..." he said as he felt something wetting his cheeks.
Its raining? No...it isn't...its only his eyes that are raining tonight.
