After 10 mins.. I take my ibuprofen while Shawn comes back with a pair of dark blue jeans shorts and a pair of panties. "Oh my god I don't even know if I fit in this shorts anymore" I sigh "You do...don't worry" Shawn says handing them over to me and I stand up from the toilet,put my panties and squeeze my shorts on. "Shawn they don't fit!!" I whine starting to cry while I face the bathroom mirror trying to button the top button. "It's fine...don't worry. Just breathe...I'll get you something looser. It's because your bloated" he says reassuring me "Nooooo they should fiiiittt!! I'm so faaaattt!" I exclaim trying to still squeeze into them "Baby calm down you're not fa-" Shawn tries to say "I am! You're only saying that so I can shut up! Look at my purple veiny stretch marks! My cellulite!" I cry out loud while I struggle to breath since I'm crying so much "Baby" He sighs but I don't listen "Baby!" He yells turning me around and placing his lips on mine. I place my hand on his cheek while his arm wraps around my waist. His lips move down to my neck. "Shawn" I moan under my breath "Hmm?" He mumbles "We can't have sex" I whisper "You don't think I know that?" He questioned with his husky voice "Jump honey" He smirks as I wrap my arms around his neck. I jump while he puts his hands under my thighs. He pinches the fat on my thigh slightly. "Fuck you're so sexy" He groans under his breath
He sits me down on the bed, while his crotch is right in my face. I pull his shorts down and his member immediately springs out. "No underwear?" I ask smirking "It's too hot" He chuckles
Later on in the day Shawn and I wonder out on the hotel's beach with a pair of shorts and my original top:
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I go and sit on the sand just staring at the sun set slowly. Shawn brought his guitar which is no surprise. "Why is it so empty here?" I whisper under my breath "Because it's getting late" Shawn replies positioning his guitar on his lap and getting his note book out. "How did you hear me?" I ask looking back at him "Because I just could" He smiles "Weirdo" I mumble while rolling my eyes. I decide to get up and walk towards towards the calm ocean. The slight breeze caresses my cheek while I close my eyes. My nostrils take in the slightly humid air meanwhile my feet slowly meet with warm water. "Wow I might actually be feeling more pleasure then I could be from Shawn" I whisper
Fuck this really is paradise
"Heard that!" Shawn shouts "W-What h-how....forget it!" I yell back and turn around and place my hands into the water. The warmth runs through the gaps between fingers while the sound of Shawn's guitar caresses my eardrums.
Shawn's POV I watch her take in her surroundings while I write several lyrics in my notebook. Literally out of nowhere I've got another set of lyrics.
It's weird when that happens
I get my pen out again and write some more lyrics down:
Oh, I'm good at keepin' my distance I know that you're the feelin' I'm missing You know that I hate to admit it But everything means nothin' if I can't have you
"Maybe this could be the 14th song. Ughhh fuck I don't know. I'll probably release it a while after my album drops" I sigh "Heard that!" Y/N exclaims coming up from behind me somehow "H-how?" I ask smiling "I don't but uhhh everything means nothing if have can't you" Y/N says sitting next to me "Oh shit wait" She says grabbing my book "Sorry I can't read" She giggles "I meeeaannttt everything means nothing if I can't have you" She smiles leaning on shoulder while the sun disappears under the horizon.
A/N Sorry for the long break...I've been studying so yh not tryna fail my exams 😂💕💕🍍🍍
