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And Shawn is wearing this:
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While Shawn's at the gym I grab some snacks and watch some YouTube on the tv. All of a sudden, my phone starts ringing.
Well that's quite rare
I look at my phone to see it's a FaceTime call from Beth. "Hey gurlllll!" She exclaims "Hiiiiii" I exclaim back "How have you been?" She asks and I notice that she looks so happy.
Can't relate
"I've been ok actually...just bored" I reply "How are you boredddd?! You get to on a world fucking tour with your mannnn!" She questions "Well we're on a months break so it's kinda weird being back at home but we'll be on the road soon though" I state "Are you sure you're ok?" Beth asks "Yhhhh why?" I chuckle "You look worn out, like you've got dark circles around your eyes and oh my goshhh how are you wearing layers?!" She replies "It's not that hot, it's actually kinda chilly" I state "It's literally summer outside but anyways I just wanna check up on you since the others are kinda busy with school work" Beth says "Well thanks I'm ok don't worry" I smile "Now that's a fake smile when I see one Y/N. You do know you're free to open up to me and the rest of us" She states and my heart kind of stops because I don't know how she realised that I wasn't ok. "Well if I'm being honest Shawn and I have been arguing a lot lately and I don't know what to do. I thought we'd solved the problem two weeks ago but from then on it's just been argument after argument" I state "Oh I'm so sorry about that. Are the arguments over petty things or are they serious?" Beth asks "They start over petty things or someone not understanding that what they said is a j-joke a-and t-t-then we just say shit to each other that we d-don't actually mean but it HURTS!" I say as I slowly start to cry aggressively. "Y/N.." Beth says "Save it!" I yell while tears still stream down my face "No what I was trying to say is that you guys can't fix this problem by yourselves not matter how much you guys try. You two need to go to couples therapy." Beth says "I-I'll think about it" I say as I'm trying to breathe. The sound of the front door unlocking rings my eardrums so I end the call. I quickly wipe my eyes with my sleeves and walk to the door. Shawn walks in and looks at me. "What is it now?" He sighs "No it's nothing I-I just think we should go to c-couples therapy" I stutter "Why?" He questions while going to the fridge and grabbing a banana. "Well isn't it obvious? We've been arguing a lot and we try and solve things but we're still getting on each other's nerves" I say and he continues eating his banana "Are you not gonna answer or?" I question "I need to go shower" he answers not even looking at me in the eyes and he throws the banana peel away. I stop him on his way upstairs. "Shawn do you think we should go? Yes or no?" I ask "Y/N I'll think about it" He states still not giving me the eye contact I craved and valued. "Oh ok w-well have a nice shower baby" I say while he goes up the stairs but I got no response.
After his shower... Shawn comes downstairs wearing:
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"Ooo I like your outfit" I smile biting my lip slightly and he smiles slightly "Come let's sit down and talk about it" I say still smiling "Sooooooo what do you think?" I question " Yh I think it's a good idea as we need to fix these constant battles" He sighs "That's good then, I'll research on the internet" I reply and I give him a kiss on the cheek before I go on my phone to search.
5 minutes later... "This looks good" I say and I show him. As a result he takes my phone for a closer look so I'm just sitting there while his large hands grasp my phone. His veins are so much more prominent and he looks slightly tanned. I can't help but admire the new tattoo he got on his arm because a lovely fan designed it for him.
Oh my gosh just fuck me now!
He clears his throat before saying "Yh this person is good but we need to find someone who can be discreet about us going there" He says finally giving me eye contact. "Yh I totally agree maybe you should research more" I quickly say and he looks at me weirdly before researching some more. For some reason I can slightly feel my underwear getting damp.
What the fuck that isn't pee
I can't help but place my hand on Shawn's thigh but I know he's not in the mood right now. "What is up with you today?" He asks "Nothingggg" I smile but I can't contain my horniness anymore. I bring my lips to his neck but he pushes me away and shakes his head.
Fuck...why am I so turned on
"I'm just gonna go to the toilet." I say. I get to the toilet..... and all I have to say is that my arms and fingers are tired.
I leave the bathroom and get back to the couch where Shawn was. "You enjoy yourself?" He questions nonchalantly "Oh um....yh" I say "I'm not judging but I'm judging...you've done that quite a few times you know" He chuckles lightly "I didn't know you knew" I say blushing out of embarrassment. "It's ok" He grins "Now look at what I've found" He continues
