Chapter 26

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Shawn and I walk out of our room and walk down the hallway. Shawn's hand reaches for mine to hold it firmly but I move away slightly pretending to be lost in my own thoughts even though I'm clearly aware of my surroundings right now. Something in me is just telling me that I should never ever forget about Shawn's hands squeezing my neck ever so tightly that one day. On the other hand the other side of me knows he's not a bad person but that doesn't excuse his behaviour.

"Y/N?" Shawn asks in a soft voice
"Umm Yh sorry" I reply
"Nah it's ok just wanted to make sure you were good" He says sighing after
"Sooooo ummm" Shawn begins to say
"What are you going to get?" He asks
"Oh umm probably the same....you know the usual unhealthy food" I answer and he smiles lightly.

Five minutes later...
We are about to turn into the buffet which isn't as busy because we arrived later than usual. Before I can turn Shawn stops me with his hand.
"What?" I ask
"Are you still mad at me?" He asks with his amazing eyes gazing at me
"I mean I'll never forget what happened and my brain is still trying to recover from that event so that's why I'm acting off or abnormal" I reply
"Yh but-" he tries to say
"But what? Do you have an excuse?" I say slightly agitated and he's lost for words
"No I don't" he replies
"Ok then let's just go eat" I sigh walking into the buffet seeing Connor sitting at an empty table on his phone.

"Oh heyyyy guys!! Over hereeee!" Connor exclaims pointing to the table. I can't help but laugh.
"Heyyyyy!!" I yell waving back smiling. I quickly make my way over to Connor not caring if Shawn isn't close to me anymore.
"How are youuu?" I ask hugging him tightly and he freezes for a bit and then hugs me back.
"Yh I'm good" He replies chuckling a bit. I let go of the hug and he clear his throat.
"So umm where's Shawn?" Connor asks
"He's somewhere...I don't know, I'm gonna go get food now" I say before quickly hopping over to my heaven....my everything....






The Breakfast Buffet




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My pupils dilate at the mountains of sausages,eggs,hashbrowns,waffles,pancakes....you name it sis
"Fuck yes" I whisper under my breath as I start put so much on my plate. I see Shawn laughing at me and I just stick my tongue out at him. I speed walk back to the table and I start to make my way through my mouth watering breakfast.

10 minutes later...
"Fuck I'm stuffed" I moan
"I'll just pretend I haven't heard you say that before" He smirks
"Ok shut up and I'm sorry Shawn but this is the best orgasm I've ever had" I state holding my belly
"Wow why are you straight up lying?" Shawn asks
"Who said she's lying bro?" Connor chuckles
"Wow ok watch Y/N" Shawn states
"What?" I smile
"You'll see" He says smirking again making me blush but right now I really didn't want to blush.

3 hours later...
"Hey Y/N" Connor says sitting next to me while I'm sunbathing on the beach
"Oh hey" I say sitting up on taking my sunglasses off
Oh yh this is my bikini:

"Sooooo" Connor says and he pauses"What did you wanna say" I smile "Oh Yh sorry I got distracted" He chuckles "Just wanted to ask if you and Shawn were ok

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"Sooooo" Connor says and he pauses
"What did you wanna say" I smile
"Oh Yh sorry I got distracted" He chuckles
"Just wanted to ask if you and Shawn were ok.....you know like together?" He asks with some weird hand motions.
"Umm I mean Yh everything's good I've just not be that happy lately that's all" I respond
"Aw why not?" He asks with a concerned look on his face
"It's nothing don't worry about it" I sigh putting my sunglasses back on
"You know you can tell me" He states
"I know but there's nothing to tell you" I say
"Ok just know that I'm here for you Y/N" Connor answers holding my hand and look at me with his ocean eyes....

Those ocean eyes....

A/N
Hey guys sorry for taking long to publish this short ass chapter. I actually kinda forgot to write another chapter but oh well 🥴🥴
Love u guys ❤️❤️

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